February 24, 2010

16th birthday =]

60 wishes from facebook,
10 from myspace....
20 messages from friend on phone :D
wishes dekat skola around 15, ada yang da lupa.... =x
xxx from others

estimated around= 105+ wishes la... hmm not bad :D
kalau nak list nama2 orang yang wish tu memang panjang la, plus ada yang da lupa...
so buat camni je la =]
thanks guys... for still remembering me =]
juniors, seniors, ex-student and outsiders wished me happy birthday.. :')
waaaaah terharu.... sorry tak buat any party or celebrate...
takde time la... plus penat lepas skola so hmm paham2 je la =]
thanks again friends! love y'all yaw!!! (nigga style) =x

owh btw wish paling special, dari shahirah norizan hahah kawan pendek gua yang cute in purple... idk why but i like her wish :D

February 22, 2010

eh Slippery Mouth follow blog aku :D


fuyo wuyo hahaha Slippery Mouth follow blog aku... tak sangka hahaha... ;]
sorry la. aku takda banyak cite la untuk korang kecoh2 and gossip-kan... ;]
coz im cool yaw... ;]
buat la cite pape pasal aku, tak kisah.. orang tak caye pun.. orang lagi caye kat aku... ;]
hehe

esok birthday! 16th hihihi

yeay esok birthday! 16! hah...
23rd feb.... for your information, aku share birthday dengan abang aku...
dia pun 23rd feb gak... cuma beza 3 tahun je wihih :D
so hmmm birthday, havent plan anything yet, tak mengharap sangat pun kawan nak buat party or celebrate ke... sebab entah, rasa cam malas.. biar la, birthday cool je =]
tak mengharap sangat dari parents cos still ada isu dengan dorang..
read the older post to know what happened between me and my parents..

so... hmm..yeah... nothing left to say here... tomorrow's my birthday... 16...
harap dapat ambil lesen motor la... kena ambil cepat2 lesen tu, sebab ada orang cakap, August 2010, lesen motor akan ditukar kpd 18... haa thats bullshit right? so while ada masa ni, baik ambil cepat2... ;]
i dont expect much from friends, tak expect nak bday BOOM gila, tak expect nak hadiah, and tak kisah kalau birthday ni tak happening... who cares, i just want to relax ;]


February 13, 2010

MY PARENTS ARE BULLSHIT!

yeap.. they are rubbish... stupid fucktards....
whats their problem??

dulu mintak pindah skolah, dorang tak kasi... that was last year, dah lama mintak, tapi dorang tak kasi...
i really wanted to change school since im fucked up in JESS...and lots of my friends moved to MRSM and SBP...
tadi cakap skali lagi kat parents, dorang tak kasi... they said ' its too late for u to apply any school... u missed the chance'
WTF APE KE BABI SIAL PANTAT MAK BAPAK AKU NIH? DULU TAK KASI, APPLY PUN TAK KASI... NOW CAKAP 'ITS TOO LATE' ??!!!
pukimak sial... okay no doubt my parents are bull shit... i wont respect them for now and i dont want to listen to them anymore...
everything they said are worthless and useless to me...
im thinking of my own, not everyone not even my parents...
ape susah sangat nak pindah hah? dari dulu aku cakap kat dorang 'mak alip nak pindah nak pindah!'... ade2 je alasan dorang... tak bebas ya know!
dah la duduk Kajang Impian ni pun da fucked up gile2... tak bebas... jauh dari kawan, nak kluar memane jauh... nak gerak memane pun terbatas... nak motor pun tak kasi.. nak amek lesen pun tak kasi... bodoh sial memang aku tak bebas la..
all they to is feed me, give topup and thats all....
i rarely spend time with my family and yeah i dont love them as much as everyone do...
plus, im not close with them... so i dont care what they are doing, where the hell they going...
aku boleh berdikari laa...

dulu aku pernah cakap nak skolah VI, tapi dorang tak kasi, cakap skola tu susah nak dapat and dorang tak kuat agama blablabla...
TAK SEMESTINYA VI... skola jalan 3 ade... tak kesah la as long as im not in JESS... really wanna go out.... takleh tahan sial ngan parents babi camni... hantar dorang kat rumah orang tua baru tau.. biar rasa padan muke... and i wont visit them... i am so fucked up in my life right now... semuanya limitted

February 12, 2010

pissed off

haih bodoh gila~~~~~~~~~~~~~ D:
kalau la saya boleh bawa motor/kenderaan sendiri,
kalau la saya ada motor/kenderaan sendiri...
bolehlah saya bergerak kemana-mana... D:
saya pernah memintak pada ibu bapa saya, saya mahukan transport sendiri supaya saya boleh pergi kemana-mana tanpa menggunakan mereka...
bapa saya benarkan saya memiliki motor, tetapi ibu saya pula tidak... D:
since then, saya slalu argue sama ibu saya...
saya selalu marah ibu saya kerana saya tidak bebas..
ever since i move to Kajang impian, im immobilised...
kawan buat event di sini, saya tak dapat datang,
kawan buat event di sana, saya tak dapat hadir,
saya mahu ke kedai untuk beli barang keperluan, tiada kenderaan...
rumah saya terlalu jauh dari kedai, dan saya hanya ada basikal...
mahu bergerak naik basikal, cuaca panas and nanti sweat... D:
saya kecewa kerana ini, tiada transport... pergerakan saya terbatas...

haih... nape la mak saya ni susah sangat...' caring' tak kena... saya sudah besar la mak! saya reti la jaga diri sendiri! bukan saya tak reti!
ape guna umur 16 tapi tak bebas? nak amek lesen motor pun tak kasi! bangang. bodoh.
pantat... saya rasa bengang kerana ini...
ibu sering kata 'ape? nak bawak motor? xleh xleh, jgn nak pandai2. kt roundabout tu bahaya slalu ade accident'
COME ON maaaa! tu orang lain, alip reti la jaga diri... alip reti la bawak elok2 and careful, lagipun alip mana bawak bahaya...

haih enough, nak tulis panjang nanti tak bes lak nak bace kan...
so done here... bengang sebab tak dapat g McD...today ade gathering pasal Maee nak g MRSM... so nak spend time same la, tapi takda transport... tadi da gaduh ngan mak da sebab pasal motor ni... haih nak kate parents ni celaka, tapi tak elok la.. carut dalam hati je la... +.+
really disappointed and pissed off... selfish parents