no title?

idk what to write for the title yooooo.
yo readers how u doing yooow?
i have a new favourite song nowwww why dnt u hear it?



enjoy and 'feel' the lyric, the rhythm~ sway, swing, move on~
i have a friend who just broke up with her gf, i gave this song to him and im glad he liked it. he said this song is kind of sad but beautiful at the same time, reminds him of his sweet memories with his girl. we have to move on dude, u wont go anywhere with that sad face. not a progress. well this is life~ no matter how sad u are, its just a feeling. soon it will gone and u'll be ok. forget about the past, no use thinking that shes the one =]

im high and forgetful tonight

shit ape yang aku makan ni. high gila. lepas makan2 kat rumah apip, ade bday abang die tadi. 2 ayam + salad + 6 hotdog + macaroni = forgetful and high.
entah la aku mcm hyper, walaupun sorang2 pun hyper, but now dah kurang la.
but still, dengar lagu and sing along, amek gambar abang and abah dlm bilik abang tadi.
besides that, malam ni aku pelupa gila.
boleh lak lupa bawak wallet g rumah apip tadi, pastu cakap kat everyone wallet hilang cos trcicir. masing2 dah tolong tengokkan2 the whole house. last2 aku call abang aku, mintak die cari kat rumah, LAAAA dalam laci rupanya. tak berganjak pun =.=
sometimes benda yang kita biase buat la kite lupe en? biasenye aku sentiasa pegang wallet everytime step out, but not this time. sumpah lupa. then kat dalam rumah apip lak, cakap lens cover hilang! 'weh lens hilang weh nampak x memane?', 'oh kat lens rupenye, tak cabut pun'. =.=
pastu nak balik, nak call mak tapi lupa nombor, pastu tak trpikir lak nak bukak phonebook xD
puas la dok pikir, pastu call abang je ah. mintak amek. walaoweeeeeehhhhhh. forgetful gila ah. bapak apip pun cakap ape nak jadi ngan aku ni, muda2 dah pelupa hahaha.
ntah la, lately aku kurang pikir and maybe sebab tu kot. otak asyik rest je lol.
had fun at apip's, esok ada lawatan gi uniten. pameran engineering untuk budak account and lk. uuuuu cancel out esok sebab tu. meh sorry friends. lol lawatan 1st 8D



michael buble wuuu aaahh lagu ni pun buat aku high hahaha dang i just cant get enough of it, ulang part die jadi justin bieber tu. jadi gila kot. with purple sweater, the dance, style and sume tu xD

so dont go higher for desire~
dont fly higher for the fire~
put it in your head~ baby hollywood is dead you can find it in yourself~

u dont have to come and confess, we're lookin for u~ we gon find u~

sape kenal Antoine Dodson? sape kenal sape kenal? kalau kenal, good, ull get this joke xD
kepada sape yang tak kenal, well tengok vid ni 1st, hes very famous for his errr pondan behaviour xD
her sister nearly got rape by intruder and antoine sempat save his sister. just tengok!



disebabkan behaviour Antoine tu, he immediately got the internet's attention. masing2 make fun of him. sampai ade buat lagu pasal dia tu xD
ok watch this one!



daaaaamn epic win, win win win!
autotune effect, damn funny, gregory brothers win! XD

new look at Equal X :D

yeah bebeeeeeeh. now dah senang nak design template blogspot. dulu susah bukan main lagi. tak reti aku. atau aku malas explore dulu =.=
well waaaaa i like the new look. very.colourful. hoping the readers will sakit mata.
the all new aliprosli blogspot, half personal+half photoblog. hope readers would enjoy reading my shitz and i'll make this blog more interesting, full of shitz.
so enjoy, have a nice day readers :@)

imma turn

imma turn this blog into semi photoblog, half personal+half art = kaboom!.
as the starting, errr this photo will be errr the appetiser!

yesterday i feel so inspired, unoccupied, tired and full but cant sleep. so i set up my camera, put it on the tripod, snap snap gambar banyak2, tengok weather outside, hujan and the sky was blue, soft blue. rasa cantik sangat, i enjoy tengok nature ni, then tambah dengan lampu oren.
my fav colours are soft blue yang nak jadi purple, and orange. i think orange and purple mix perfectly, both are soft colour and er entah. i like em.

so this picture is about errr idk, a lonely gay who is craving for his girlfriend's love. opps ex. hes very lonely hes got no friends, he does have friends but none of em are close and understand him. he likes to be alone and quiet. the only person he ever close with was his ex, now his ex has someone else and that really crushed his heart. now all he got is, empty. he feels empty, lonely, sinking in a black hole, his life has changed. bright turns to dark, cheer turns to sorrow and gloomy all day, active to quiet, he's lost his life. he poured all his life to the ex and now that girl is gone.

AUWWWWWWWWWWWWWW photoblog photoblog auwww this has nothing to do with me. just reka cite utk gambar tu lol

tuesday

a normal day to me but still cool as usual ok crap =.=
aaaahhh i.want.to.complain.about.my.braces. ok cite nanti =x
hari ni bedol lak tak datang, yesterday ali yang tak datang. ali boleh pulak tak gi sekolah pastu gi KL ngan family, bersuka ria, buat hair saloon sume tu. as if cuti je that day. still had fun and lots of laughter walaupun bedol takda. well bahan cikgu je la, dok kat blakang, borak... ahhhhh parents gaduh dengan siblings, dengar mak mengadu sume tu. duhhh rasa macam kesian gila and like watafak ah, pasal taknak cooperate, masing2 taknak jaga nenek, jadi hal besar dah. sampai nak putuskan hubungan semua. lagi kesian nenek, nanti takda siapa nak jaga dia since maid nak balik, sure mak aku kena jaga. tambah penat lagi la, its ok nenek stay with us, dari duduk kampung lonely, yang aku marah tu sebab ade orang tu taknak cooperate. guna duit, mintak duit reti, minta pass duit bukan main susah. dah la bukan milik dia duit tu. gosh poor nenek. kene makan dengan anak sendiri.
well whatever, im always ready to hear and help my mom dari segi emosional blablabla, ok quit crapping. >.>

so, pegi dentist hari ni, doctor tanya, 'ni mane hilang wire bawah?', 'wire bawah tu trtanggal sndiri doc', 'yeke trtanggal sndiri? tak penah dengar lak, getah hold wire tu steady je.', 'ok la actually hari tu kat skolah, 3 getah trcabut cos makan roti', 'ohh, getah je kan?', 'getah trcabut then wire terjuntai, rasa tak slesa and cucuk gum, so saya cabut', 'oooo. so hari ni tukar wire lah. kene la sakit for this week', *dalam hati ' watafak watafak'*
dengan hati kecewa, getting ready to face the pain again, balik pegi kedai beli soft food.

ok fag rasa uncomfortable ah braces ni. haih nanti jadi gila la. migraine, then naik angin macam pmpuan period xD
im tireeeeeeeeeeeeeeed. ah

unexpected deeeeyyy

aaaaaahhh what a dayyyy. im so tired tapi takleh tido lak. melayan ade sorang ni khrkhrkhr merepek, then stop, then continue, then stop. then continue balik chat. aaaaaaa
macam ape je hari ni, tak expect lak.
hari ni g beraya rumah kawan jalan 3, dayah. kat situ jumpe alep, nami, naim, amar, amnan, fana, as, chua, aaaa rmai lagi lah. mencanak nak tulis hahaha
lama tak jumpe dorang, its good that they still remember me auwwwwwww. main congkak and amek gambar banyak2, rogol amar, then the best part is i get to drive dayah's car, kancil. fuh at 1st rasa tak biasa cos gear dia tak betul. susah nak masuk.
then dah biasa, layaaaaan. jadi driver, hantar everyone ke sana sini, pihak wanita YEEEE pihak wanita, tumpang alya.dorang tak berani naik aku, anis cakap die tak sempat buat maksiat lagi, taknak mati lol sengal xD
risau tengok amar bawak, gear asek buat bunyi je macam nak rosak. dayah lak lepas clutch cepat sangat kete melompat sipi lagi nak langgar. gosh +__+
lucky tak jadi.
from dayah->anis->alep->fana(tak sempat masuk pun cos we're late)->rusydina alia's...
hahah aku tak kenal alia ni, tapi since dah stuck ngan girls tu, pegi je la. and hasif suruh aku teman. well aku kenal la alia ni, tapi kenalan je la. never talked b4. her house is nice~ aku ngan hasif sakit hati menunggu girls ni, tah ape lama sangat kat dalam. hahaha bia lah. then at 8 balik la, abg hasif hantar ah finally, segan aku dok kat rumah orang tak kenal lama2. >.>
the best part of todaaaaaaaaayyy isssssss, drive kete wtf kalau drive ngan bapak mane bebas uuuu ni layan je. mak dayah baik gila ah kasi kete senang2 kat kawan. xD
terbaik!

flowers in high contrast effect

flowers~ flowers flowers flowers~
so much beauty in life,
shining on the outside but empty on the inside.
im blinded by the beauteeeeeyyhhh,
hopelessly falling in love~ helplessly falling into your eyes~
ok thats gay enough. i just love this photos and want to share with everyone =]

to the saujana opnhouses~

went to saujana impian today and had great times with cool friends and internet friends :D
1st ayeez's house, then mustafa's, then finally puteri's hahah while at puteri's paling segan since im the only outsider there and nizar's not there to accompany me as always. hes busy with his relatives' openhouses.
the weather was so hot i wanna shit in my pants lol jk. lots of things we do, play card game, taking pictures, eat, shit, drink lol naaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah.
fag idk what to say. may the pictures explain it all =x
khrkhrkhr
i have a new addiction, saying ffffffffffffffffffffffffffuk and khrkhrkhr.
i feel sorry for ayeez, pasal die ngn gf die. they had misunderstanding and i hope theyre ok right now. it'd very sad to see ur friends having break up, like my brother and his gf. +.+
oh heh ok lah readers, thanks for reading. byebyeeeee

rayaaaaa hoooo rayaaaa

hey there, its nice to meet u,
happy to see u doing well,
smiling in every picture,
not me, its been a hell to me =x
hey man it must be nice to be u,
tell me what its like on the other side :D
(from 'in between lights' by ryan cabrera)

so hello hye yaw waddup readers :D
selamat hari raya aidilfitri and maaf zahir batin!
ampun maaf dipinta dari hujung rambot ke hujung kaki, seluruh anggota =p
tersinggung langsung or tak langsung/sengaja or tak sengaja
perkara lama dilupakan, buka buku baru :D
ok fag im nt like this, im nt good at saying wishes.
tapi betol la, i mean it this one =x

raya oo raya~ everyone nampak happy dlm setiap gambar, cume some people je yang same mcm aku. tak enjoy sangat. haih idk la i think im too old ceee naaaah i dnt enjoy raya much this time. rasa mcm palat hahah raya taun ni mcm tak bes, tak visit banyak relatives, cousin dah tua and tak dapat get along sangat, duit raya sikit, kampung filthy. im nt saying that kampung is very horrible or anything, cume this time sume tak kena. =.=
rasa stress kot dok kampung, walaupun 4 hari je. gugur rambot dok sane, darah pun naik (test ngan alat yg measure blood pressure ari tu =x)
seriously, tak enjoy langsung raya taun ni >.>
boooooooooooosaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaan. jumpe cousin borak2 kejap pastu blah.
makan2 pastu ngantuk pastu tido. borak2 dengan nenek pastu tengok tv.
baring atas katil bace magazine pastu amek gambar. main laptop & internet depan tv pastu dengar mp3.
gila takde life doh kalau seumur hidup aku camtu...............................
tak banyak benda la taun ni, semangat raya dah kurang and aku mula anti kampung lol.
1st day raya org bermaaf-maafan and try to get along with each other, aku lak naik angin pastu melepas kat abah and abg aku khrkhrkhrkhr sume sbb abg aku.
tu kat pinang.
kat nogori pulak, sunyiiiii jeee. coooool je. balik nogori time raya ke-4, of course la dah takda orang en kat kampung. tu yang sunyi je, yang ade nenek and maid die je. kat nogori mood aku baik lak. rasa rindu lak ngan wan, kak nila dah nak balik indon huhu. pastu visit rumah kakak mak aku lak, situ pun senyap je. ade 3 org je..
naaaaaahhhh...

neeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeh bapak ah rasa cam ape je doh raya kali ni. bosan gila nak mati lah. tengok org lain post photos kat fb, gambar raya, dorang main mercun and amek gambar family sume tu, aku tak jeles pun. sbb smangat raya dah mcm ape +.+
bawak camera balik kg, amek gambar cousins sume tu, tapi diri sndiri takda. so yeah aku takde dalam gambar. trbaik en. well thats just me, being side character in everyone's life. sucks doh, baik aku dok rumah tido and do my things.

to pavi and nothing except wayang and stupid indon

hello hye readers, how was ur day?
mine pretty fun. i played my old online game and met old friends in there. its been a while we havent chat. i kinda miss them, the old time, where everyone in the game do this and that, while our ym in conference, opening the mic and swear shits and stuffs hahaha

so, yesterday i went to pavi with hazrul, akmal, and faiz and joined bob and the gang;maee naim khalid cotek and ramai lagi.
pegi sana ingat nak cari baju, tengok2 takda. eff, its too late... the one that i want dah habis for this season. sux man sux.
tengok Step Up 3d dannnggg gempak sial adam sevani terbaik. well, dia pun dah lama dance since joining ACDC (adam/chu dancing crew). i like that robot guy, the articulations and his moves, waaa amaaazinnngg cantik gila macam robot wtf im amazed, im amazed :')
at the same time sakit mata pakai glass 3d tu urh tak comfortable la.
time berbuka la paling susah. cari meja! daaaang cina ramai pulak, taktau asal.
last2 me and akmal ditch everyone and go buy our berbuka meal ourselves.
Breadtalk <3 kenyang gak makan roti je. jimat duit takyah makan mcd ke ape :')
then after maghrib prayer, yes we did our prayer, aku tak puas hati, so we go to TS to find my cloth. meeeh kat ts blambak baju tu, tapi kain dia tak bes and brand tah pape. tak perkenan aku >.>
then nak balik tu, trouble pulak. kitorang dah nak sampai KL Sentral, then hazrul call, die cakap dia takda duit nak balik and everyone had left him alone at pavi wtf.
sebabkan rasa kesian and die member, kitorang patah balik go to Imbi, and sponsor him.
damn what a pain in the ass, camne dia leh kene tinggal sorang2 la. and lagi satu, asal la bawak duit ciput sangat, beli tiket pun takda. oh well biar la, that time rasa marah tapi right now dah tak kisah dah. i may have lost time but its ok coz we're not in a rush. just pissed off sebab penat. kalau tak hazrul dok sorang2 la kat pavi, waiting for his brother untuk amek +.+
nothing special this time, except that hazrul thingy.

eh indon. indon babi pantat. indon ugly sial. tak guna bitch.
aku marah gila ngan indon smalam, we q-ed for almost 10 min at the kl sentral monorail otw to pavi, then tetibe minah indon tetibe dari nowhere potong line and masuk depan aku. babi. dah la buruk, pakai bedak tebal, bibir besar gigi pecah2, pakai sexy, ingat cantik sangat. pantat pukimak potong line tak guna, indon ni tak habis2 buat orang marah. hell yeah aku rasa nak blasah je, tak kisah la pmpuan ke laki, shes so ugly and takda sivik i wanna kill her. sapa tak marah kalau da q for 10 min then senang2 org potong line? bodoh nye indon, ape yang die kejar entah lah,padahal naik monorail sama ngan aku gak. takda sapa trlambat/trlepas pun.
itulah indon, kat negara dorang balik taik and bakar bendera kita, tunjuk benci sama malaysia, tapi pecah masuk gak negara ni. jadi PATI. datang malaysia ckp nak keje, tapi pergi merompak, main sihir, buat kacau. bodoh. benci2 tapi buat gak. dasar tak sedar diri jahanam bodoh. bitch.
ok done.
im done, no good panjangkan lagi eventhough hati still tak puas hati.
oh well sorry for those harsh words. >.>

oh happy holidays =]

so today is the last day before raya holidays and it was awesomeeee. i brought my camera and took lots of pictures, over than 300 photos hahah now i know why people like to take pictures at the same place over and over again and they enjoy doing it =x

tak ramai datang hari ni. dah agak dah, lagi2 lpas exam, sure orang nak santai kat rumah en. tapi asalkan ada geng, cukup la, leh gelak sampai mati =x
everything was okay but not until english~ teacher masuk with 'bad weather' dia, making storms~ sheeeesh tulis dengan pensil kat paper objective pun jadi big issue. bukannya tak nampak pun or kitorang tukar jawapan. since she hold the paper, theres no way we could change the answers.
oh well never mind that, im happy with my math paper, 86. oh what a bless, paper senang =]
and ali said i get 70+ for lk paper aaaaaaa 2uwicu4n3oqwhcuiwnc blessing gila. dah la hari tu tak buat 2 questions, harap2 betol la ape yang ali cakap tu. he told me, with his serious face, im sure he wasnt joking.

well, taktau nak tulis ape lagi. the above pictures, i likeeee, its good to have everyone in one frame :')
malas online doh skarang. right now im addicted to an old game, Age of Empires 3, macam DoTA, layan siaaaaaaaaaaaaaal. its a strategy game. aaaah im out bye2

progress

alright im back baybeeeeeeh its been a while since the last post,
its 30th august, esok cuti merdeka and i feel relieved about this coz im not ready yet for the exam and the time is like on my side, the 2nd chance, ho yeah baybeh =x

today's paper was LK, sejarah and modern math. heh this week is exam week, august test. =.=
daaaaang im nt satisfied with the LK paper, i didnt get to finish the tangent and additional view questions. bullshit im going to lose looooot lots of marks. u know, lk paper is the easiest to lose marks =.=
tak sempat siapkan, tak cukup masa kot. and satu question mau 30 min, and ade 6 questions overall. daaaaaaang fuck tak dapat A la LK ni. im trying not to regret and think about this, hati rasa tak sedap je pikir pasal ni. kalau LK tak dapat A, it would be a errrmm fucking shit la +.+
and additional view markah dia 20marks fuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuck
sejarah and modern math ok la. i managed to finish it and check it 3 times.

alright forget about that, i think im really into taking pictures and edit em. i enjoy doing it and inspirations keep on coming into my head. its like feeding the imagination in our mind, making impossible things happen in our own world. not its not freak nor syok sendiri, i bet everyone macam ni. cuma dorang bajet cool and poyo dengan tak layan benda ni and layan benda lain =.="
those are hypocrites.

maaaaang dah 30th august, 19 hari dah puasa. cepat gila masa brlalu and aku macam tak puas. rasa bes lak puasa, bangun pagi and then get that fresh feeling, berat badan turun, berbuka ngan family.
next week dah rayaaaaa~ cepat gilaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa. i never asked the time to go this fast, coz id miss something. yang dah lepas tu lepas la, i love this life now and looking forward, want to go further and leave behind. life oooo life, the progress moves so slow and left behind by the age, yet im still alive.

oooo aku baru tau bday dila pornstar hari ni. HAPPY BDAY SAIDATUL FADZILAH! dont grow! ure cute now. have a wonderful 16th bday party!

have a nice day readers, oh i called these pictures 'Mountain of blanket' and
'Fan & Light', too long to describe. bye2 =x

from school to outing

today i was sooooo rajin to go to school and had a wonderfun (wonderful+fun) day with my classmates. laugh and laugh, laugh hard till i drop my jaw and had the stomach pain, as usual with ali apip bedol and nizar too.
kelas 4 ino macam semangat datang hari ni, before this ino la paling malas nak datang hari sabtu. ni maybe sebab taknak miss subject addmath which cikgu taknak ulang kepada sesape yang ponteng. aku datang sebab addmath je.
12.40 balik and in a rush, getting ready for outing.
pegi stakat midvalley je, since pavi and elsewhere jauh+probably tak banyak kedai as mid has.
met nik saaaaaaaaaarah syakirah my old besty, shes with danial azim. we didnt talk much cos i dont know what to say since we rarely chat but its great to meet her, shes pretty and sweet and a bit taller than me. :> <3 besty. im sorry i didnt spend much time with u while u're here, feel regret a little but i dnt mind =]
watched avatar the last airbender, damn that movie's bad, m night shyamalan really2 tak pandai direct movie, bad bad...
40 min later, tengok 2nd movie, the sorcerer's apprentice for the 2nd time coz akmal hafeez tak tengok lagi. at 8, tetibe teringat mak suruh beli barang raya, then aku cepat2 tinggalkan akmal dlm wayang and go shopping XD
hes ok with that, kalau continue tgk wayang, sure kedai da tutup.
i've got what i want, shirt, baju melayu, pants, next time checkered-pattern red black sweater lak.
huh 11.30 sampai. lucky parents baik and they are happeeeyyhhh. ok bye

another crap

mengantuk lepas balik skolah. danggggg i didnt eat much this sahur and im hungry, very hungry right now. think sleeping is the best way to skip this hunger.

oh im looking forward to buy my raya stuffs this saturday, also catch up new movies that i havent watched yet.
avatar, tekken, the expendables. =x
i dont know if i should go this saturday or after august test, the august test starts thursday next week. belom bagitau mak lagi pasal ni, kalau dia tau sure tak kasi keluar. tapi kalau kuar lepas exam, nanti barang2 sume stock clearance sale and tak best cos orang dah beli and dekat nak raya =|
i must make a good excuse to get the green light from her aisssshhh
im not prepared yet for the test, baru dapat jadual tadi. kelas lambat, yang lain sume dah dapat tapi 4 ino je lambat =.=



anyway this is my current fav song haha cant get enough of this. very catchy and makes me want to sway,get drunk and sick and sing along =x
im expecting good songs from maroon 5's new album, Hands All Over. im getting that album once it's launched. they always make great songs :>

kampung for berbuka

so semalam balik kampung untuk berbuka, ingat nak kluar shopping raya tapi tiba2 mak suruh balik kampung lak. aiyo tak dapat la beli ape yang aku nak. lepas asar brtolak ummmm boring journey, takde credit memang boleh mati ~.~
traffic jam, stuck like half an hour in the middle of the highway, rupa2 nya accident, ingatkan tol lembab.
arrived at 7.15, ade cousin and their kids. im not into kids so yeah tak layan sangat. and tak reti nak layan pun. main tangkap gambar dengan dorang je since dorang excited tengok flash =.=
and then omagawd a scorpion showed up! bawah meja lol. those kids yang nampak and dorang bising2. ingatkan dorang joke, aku gi usha then betol2 scorpion. wow besar, 1st time tengok scorpion besar tu. panjang macam dari prgelangan tangan to end of my mid finger and its black, got some white glow in the dark pattern on its back. nak amik gambar tapi die lari2 so susah nak focus =.=
abah kicked that scorpion using brooms and then try to kill it, but die susah mati =x
fewwwhh lucky those kids nampak ade scorpion bawah meja, everyone langsung tak perasan. and nasib baik dia tak sengat time kitorang tengah berbuka +.+
budak2 tu taktau name insect tu so they call it 'kreeek kreekkkk!' dorang jerit krek krek banyak kali and takda sape paham, aku time tu tengah layan dorang so tu yang g usha XD
then at 9.10, balik~ around 10 to eleven sampai rumah aa home sweet home dapat katil.
feel good meeting nenek, nila her maid, makngah and marzuk and everyone. jarang jumpe
:>

ive got my own d-slr :D

so macam title tu tulis. i bought a new expensive device using my own money for the 1st fucking time yeah im excited cos theres so much i can do with it and the device follows my desire. last saturday, 8/8/10, the day i went to mid valley with family with the intention of raya shopping, passby canon shop and select the one i want uuuu canon eos 500d :D
i love that feeling when he swipes the atm card, debit urmmm the feeling when i get to touch the camera, capture photos, the smell of newly ermm the smell that came out from a box and bubble plastic damn shopping is nice and nicer when the one u bought is 'expensive' and it is the one that u want. 8D
ive been doing survey for like one month about that camera, research, test and that camera is really suitable for a beginner like me. the function is almost the same as the one that pro-photographer use.
lots of money flew away~ rm3.1k.
right now my saving is still 'in good condition' but still not satisfying to me. extreme saving mode is on! until the money reach rm2k 8D
overall, i think i invested my money nicely and tak rugi on that camera. my parents support me and they like my photograph skill.
ill be happy for like months now ho yeah nothing brings me down bebeyh my friends are awesomee ok crap. enough. thanks for reading, thank you and have a nice day readers

hello ramadhan

im late to say this but its still Ramadhan heh, just 1 day late =x
hello Ramadhan! i welcome u happily and may everyone blessed by Allah the Almighty.
its quiet challenging school+fasting. its always been challenging. tired and fatigue after school, get a nap until 7. and then 7.30 break fast =]
im not saying this Ramadhan month is negative no no no. fasting and ramadhan is always positive and full of goodness =]

raya shopping

is tomorrow. and urmmm lot to buy but mom only allow me to buy a baju raya, jeans, shirts, and 1 other thing. +.+
erm and insyaallah im getting my 1st slr camera aovbixbwcwybiuqwy shit i cant wait. my budget is rm3.1k, hoping that i can get 2.7k at least since the mega sale is on and big discount =x
uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu im excited. XD

worldstage, yesterday

smalam pegi worldstage kat sunway wooooohhhh bunkface rocked my day, wet but yeah i had fun weh...
went there with amir and cotek, then after watching Sorcerer's Apprentice, fakhrul and hazrul lak join. time nak masuk gila lah, line panjang gila. and then hujan lebat, so ape lagi, basah kuyup la. almost 1 hour q-ing. aku ngan fakhrul berteduh kat tepi building, cotek hazul and amir g beratur. lucky then orang2 yg keje tu kasi raincoat. =]
tapi basah gak sebab entah, lebat =.=

the tickets i bought from fakhrul really really worth it.
im not really into bunkface but yesterday their performance was great and enjoy gila =]
jump and jump, raining, basah, screams! walaupun ramai gile kat sana, tapi aku dapat tempat yang not bad la. boleh nampak elok jugak la :D
lagu situasi paling syok, i gotta admit, bunkface is great... aku tak layan sangat band2 malay ni tapi dorang memang bes =x
and then lepas bunkface, wondergirls lak. uuuuuuuuuu they are sooo pretty cair wa grrr......
lagu dorang takde la bes sangat and tak ramai yg shout time dorang perform, tapi sebab dorang cantik la aku layan XD
after wondergirls, fakhrul and cotek dah blah. left me amir and hazul. kitorang nak tunggu katy perry, tapi tengok2 tokio hotel dulu lak. aiya tak bes la =\
tak minat sangat and dorang perform sure lama en. so pkol 9.40 tu kuar la. malas la tunggu katy perry, lama sangat. dorang break terlalu lama la =.=
tunggu taxi, 10.30 baru dapat =.=
wtf ah en. lucky sempat sampai rumah. tu pun last train. and da pkol 12.10.
MEEEEEHHHH so tired tapi takpe lah. i had fun with bunkface...
yang tak bes nye tu la, tak tengok katy perry :(
lama sangat, berjam2 dorang break. kalau tunggu, nanti pkol 11 dah trlepas last train... next year kalau ade lagi, datang ah aaaa i love live and loud music. last year lagi bes, all american reject, pixie lott, hoobastank, kasabian datang... doa next year ramai lagi la band international datang ;D
ok bye

i am excited?

i ammmm haaallf excited... idk... im not high right now. but im excited. tomorrow im going to mtv worldstage, today i laughed a lot, and ponteng qiamulail organised by school...
lol aku tak bagitau pun parents pasal benda qiamulail tu. entah la, malas doh. tapi aku rasa guilty sebab tak pegi, aku takda reason untuk ponteng program tu. so yeah, memant patot guilty. everyone kat masjid right now, aku and some useless pals who share the same mind as me, dok online kat rumah huehuehue aaaa.
my dad's is sick and im worried :(
i asked my brother to buy him a 100plus so my dad can get well.
download satu album maroon 5, aaaa semua lagu die bes2 <3
kan bes kalau band tu datang malaysia, aku sure pegi punya and take pictures with them and have their autograph. 8D
damn adam and his gang are so so talented i just like their music =3
a bit frust at school just now cos someone spoiled my name to the teacher haha but i dnt mind, ill make my teacher proud and gain my reputation back...
watched harold and kumar:go to white castle this evening. it was... hilarious and a bit dirty. but who cares heh? its a joke and not too much. their original jokes are really working XD
woooooooooooooooooooo huh im going to worldstage tomorrow katy perry and wondergirls im coming wooooot! XD
hawttt hawwwwt <3

funny

things are funny nowadays, some girls really have lost their mind and became idiot and tak tahu malu. WELL SOME GIRLS, jangan sebok nak terasa and 'flame' me.
its funny u said im like BUDAK KECIK and called me pa-the-tic~ well whatever girl i dont mind and wont bother u. eh wait, u bother me. whaddup with u oooo.
i thought we're done. u said 'why bother befriending me, u messed things up and a total idiot'
i have a good memory, i still remember everything u wrote about me @ ur blog. i just couldnt forget it and its unforgivable for accusing me blablabla. i know that was ur opinion about ur close friend, but dont pick others name. u used other to show ur negative thoughts.
so what i did wassssss, i deleted her from my facebook. then few days ago i saw her name in my friend request. lol wtf? malas nak tulis name en... only close friends and geng aku je tau benda ni... im not a coward, its just that i dont want to humiliate u. malas nak 'heat up' situation. so about the friend request, i approved then. i posted something at her wall, saying like ermmm 'thanks, are we ok? friends?' erh smthing like that but nicer la =.=
guess what she wrote at my wall? smething like this, 'next time dont pick a fight with us kid!' ermm >.>

u see? u seee thaaaat? waaaataaafaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak a moron bitch in my facebook!!! shameless, idiot and a total fucking bitch. bitches always do bitch and be bitch. oh what a bitch. cakap elok2 aku lak yang kena, dah la add aku, pastu cari pasal.
memang takda muka la minah ni. so what i do then, i comment, 'next time jangan putar belit cite ye mulut pantat'. then she reply, 'dah stop la weh babi je kau ni haha'
i shouldve take a screenshot of that post but too bad she has delete it. tak jumpe dah. so, aku tak reply dah. malas layan minah tak bermuka macam die tu. and aku tak delete die, i want to know what shes up to ~.~
FEW DAYS LATER, die add facebook account aku yg 2nd pulak~ oh bapak tak sedar diri en. berani die tunjuk muka and add private account aku =.=

look look :@)
girls today (some not all), taktau la. lost their mind, lost their honour, or, lost everything, tak reti beradab eh. tak sedar diri. whaa im just saying, its a fact ok and it happened to me. i write this because i want to tell everyone how stupid errr err.. aaaa nvm. i dont know how and why many trust her. they dont know the truth, the inside story. tapi nak beri komen lak =.=
macam orang pekak jadi juri akademi fantasia. i got prooves, curious sangat, just come to me and ill show everything, our conversation, fights, screenshot.

erm well done here, cant write much cos that would be LAAAAME. i just want to give the message, shes a moron and brainless, why trust her? ask me her name and ill tell ya ;]

wait, something is not right

something's not right and i dont know what it is. something's missing, thats one, theres more, this feeling. im worried.
my health, my study, my harta benda. recently aku kene amnesia ke? asek lupe. even benda yang baru terjadi and not even 1 minute past, aku dah lupe. i noticed this a week ago and this is not me. i used to have good memory and able to memorise almost everything i see...
now where did i put my addmath book? wheres phone cabel? wheres my mp4 cable? wheres my tabung duit's key? fuck it. cant remember. what did i eat huh that has affected my memory? even benda yang baru nak plan pun boleh lupa =.=
bday yaya yang die baru cakap pun aku boleh lupe after 40 minutes, and then tanya die, then die cakap aku ni kene amnesia ke. adoi malunya ~.~
benda yang cikgu ajar dalam class pun, after 2 days, dah lupe and kene rujuk ref.book wtf im not like this.
this morning, my urinal macam air teh damn pekat nak mampos i feel im fucked up by nature. this is new, am i reaching puberty? lol ok not funny =.=
i need some opinion from everyone, thats why i wrote this. so, whats going on meh?

saujana impian

semalam aku pegi karnival smk saujana impian and met the rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahah malu gila.

friday, went back with nizar and stay at his place for 1 night. friday evening hangout with aiman nazmi and nizar at nizar's room. that night we got nothing to do and nobody's at home except me and nizar, so we went to nearby restaurant and hangout with ayeez acap faiz and sape lagi tah new friends yang tak sempat ingat nama hahaha.
then the next day, went to smk saujana impian, they held a carnival celebrating their 10th anniversary of teaching students errrhh wtv. macam2 ade and very interesting, ingat nak masuk rumah hantu tapi ramai lak, so malas lah. plus, hantu2 dorang spray colouring ape tah, taknak ah, messy =.=
then omg nampak geng the rocks XD
ingat nak hide, but they found me aaa hahahaha i was so shy and speechless, its my first time meeting them and ah idk, just speechless XD
nunu farah azril doda aisya najwa jashveer. those guys la =x
we didnt talk much cos i was so shy and need to catch up with my friends, otherwise i'd be left by them. hahaha got Battle of the Bands =3
i really like the last group, aiman plays the guitar, band die main metal song pulaaak hahahah terbaik. too bad they didnt win, band yang ade 2 singer hyper tu lak menang haha.
one of the best activity was, gladiaaatoorrrrrr. ade stage besar yang lembut yang diisi dengan angin, and 2 stands. 2 persons fight with 1 giant stick with marshmellows at its both ends (xtau nak describe). played that twice and tengok orang main haha so funny. XD
especially nizar and ayeez, dorang fight macam ape je hahaha
then at 4 we got home, at nizar's place. relax for a while, at 5.40 my dad arrived at saujana, so goodbye saujana impian~ im going~ had so much fun there and its nice to meet everyone :D
smksi is a great school overall and i kinda like it a bit :D
bye2 have a nice day readers

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is it normal if a guy stalks his ex girlfriend? i still dnt get the answer eventhough it happens frequently.
hye ex, its been a quiet while since the last time we met. u've changed. u talk less than before. i noticed that. +.+
i have a feeling that u're hiding something from me. u said u've told me everything but i think thats not all. if only i could show u how much i miss u, that would be nice and i hope u have the same feeling :)
tonight im soooooo free (walaupun ade 3 homework tunggu), check my photo album and ternampak satu gambar ni, i looked at it for a loong looong long time. it reminds me how sweet we were. thank you stranger for taking a good picture of us =]

a photo can capture the way were but not the way we are.
a photo can say a thousand things but not a million things.
timing, lost minutes and moments, i might be lonely girl but im not afraid.
in seconds it all comes right back to me, no nothing's forgotten now.
everything's saved :)
im looking at our picture, cos thats all ive got.
maybe one day u and me will have one more shot :')

hope u read this, just want to do something different from always. no matter how far u are, damansara uk singapore australia, we can still be close ;]

kampung oh kampung~

aku tak datang hari koko sekolah, sebab balik kampung. =.=
pinang ftw! 5 hours of sitting and 'sightseeing', memandang kebun2 tepi jalan and rumah2 kayu and R&R.
siot doh sume macam nak kasi jeles, text and bgtau pasal hari koko happening gila babeng. of course aku jeles, tapi nak buat camne, but its ok, i dnt have to meet them =]
thats what i said to myself uuuuu. cure me cure me! im too weak to get over it =\

so sesampai dikampung, pegi kenduri lak. aaaaa kenduri kenduri lucky tak panas sangat cuaca, kalau tak leh naik angin dah.
petang tu relax je la kat rumah. uh pasir pasir everywhere, kaki sentiasa hitam. uh how often they clean their houses? hairs hairs everywhere why dnt they vacum the floor?
dust dust uh factories ure not supposed to be here. i inhaled my emergency inhaler 4 times, i cant live there. everything's not right ~.~
so tido sane 1 malam je, esoknya dah balik. esok which means today yeeee pembaca~
10.30 bertolak, 5 baru sampai rumah. amboi mencanak bape jam la travel tu =.=

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. ade lebih kurang setahun lah tak balik kampung pinang ni.
last year time raya mane balik, sebab dok rumah sorang2 prepare utk PMR.
i miss nenek actually, tapi taknak balik kampung. sebab entah, tak suke environment sane =(
i like the people there, its just that i cant suit myself there hmm harap dorang tak kecik hati la aku jarang balik +.+
had a great+boring moment there. thanks iman for accompanying me +.+
and tak lupe, trime kasih orang2 yg text hari kantin tu. =.=

memang berlipat camni

asal hari ni rasa cam slow sangat?
uuuuuuu mau mati camni. sume slowwww sloowwwww nak gila dah.
masa gerak slow hari ni. time bm rasa aaaaa lamanyaaa nak kemek bontot.
time chemistry, 'ape benda cikgu cakap sorang kat depan?' *and then borak ngan gopi*.
modern math, haih cikgu tinggi2kan suara die tegur budak pasal salah buat, aku pun kena and slow nya masaaaaaaaaa.
lamanya semua bendaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

hari ni aku makan 4 ayam. wtf kan? kene extreme diet ah camni =_________________="
tak sengaja kot makan 4 ayam. lunch makan ayam percik,
then bedol ali apip datang rumah buat homework and layan justin bieber XD
dorang order mcd, ali order ayam spicy so aku pun mintak2 la die satu ketul.
then petang tu trlupa lak mak beli kfc~ snack plate lak aihhhh...
takkan pandang je? ade blambak lak tu hah nak kasi anak kucing bawah meja nizar ke?
hahaha
2 ketul ayam lagi~
haa siot kene extreme diet, rasa gemok gile kot. kene diet gile2 and makan buah je lepas ni ~.~
ok tu je nak bagitau, taktau nak tulis ape so bye

oh hye bye

today i learnt a new lesson, i taught myself about making decisions and their bad and good consequences. sesetengah keputusan yang ko buat sure ade yang negative. kadang2, negative sikit, then dapat benefit banyak, benefit = positive.
tak kisah la benefit untuk semua orang ke, atau untuk diri sendiri. but i dont care, ive made my decision, it was hard, duh. this time it may hurts a bit but im sure it will move me, making us farther, further apart. satu benda yang negative about me, im too 'quiet'. jenis yang taknak bagitau orang pasal ape yang tak suka pastu bawa diri jauh2 without telling why. people may not understand why i do this and that blablabla, but wtv i just dont care anymore and aku jenis yang tak kisah. nak buat camne en, im not caring. only close friend je aku kisah and interest in. sometimes benda yang kau kisah la yang sakitkan hati, such as ex-es, past stories, and macam2 lagi. why would u take the pain? prihatin much sampai diri sendiri sakit.
please, this really, hurts me. =|
they talk so loud and i cant ignore it. they appear often i just cant close my eyes and forget everything. i cant move on in here.
i only share my problems with my dearest friends from outside, cite kat schoolmate nanti tak memasal sampai telinga lain lak, plus orang luar taktau, so lagi senang la.
im not dare enough to take the risk.

so, think ive gone to far writing bout how i feel right now. my main point is, ade kawan dekat2 ni sometimes menyusahkan. well not all la, im just saying ok, jangan terasa. many of my plans ruined. frust kalau kite tak dapat ape yang kite nak ni, plus, plan tak menjadi sebab tak dengar cakap. lagi baik buat solo. they dont share the 'same mind' with me. tadi, aku suruh diam and dont tell em, tapi si bodoh tu pegi bagitau and panggil budak tu lak. aku ingat nak biar je and buat bodo, plus taknak jumpe dia. tapi dorang gi panggil lak, babi sakit ati pantat look what uve done fucktards. nakal, tak dengar cakap. i wish i can punch u in the face and stomp kat badan sampai kau mati. menyusahkan je orang camni tak reti tolerate. what u did just now is not a joke and i mean it.

ok la enough with pissed off post aaaa i write so someone know a bit about me on what i dislike. i delete my friends and my used-to-be-closed friends and wont bother them anymore. dnt get me wrong ok. have a nice day, im relaxing this weekend =]

my all time fav band uuuuuu they're back! and happy birthday to mama nora

sorry sebab dah laaaaaaaama tak update. entah malas la layan benda lain sekarang and busy with blablabla school stuffs and many more.
so. hah yeah lots of new songs i discovered today and im very very hyper this few days i dont know why, maybe hormon condition baik punya~~ wtf

oh hah! im very very happy baru2 ni maroon 5 dah release video untuk lagu Misery dorang, uuuuu bes.
dah lama minat lagu ni and just tunggu je vid and maroon 5 is one of my all time fav band forevaaaaaahhh wtf.
but really, i like them, a lot.
this is the video enjoy!



i think this vid is much much cooler and mature than justin bieber lol(memang ah en).
justin bieber banyak dance, macam lagu Somebody To Love, but this one is moree grrr awek baik uuuuu ok bye have a nice day im sleepy here and still listening to my newly-discovered songs. have nice day readers!

and also, happy birthday to my former transporter, Mama Nora. last year tumpang dia balik everyday, form 1~form 2 tumpang rumah transit dia. mama ni baik sangat and sayang dia. shes 51 now, goodbye 50 and hello 51 wishing u a great day week year life and semoga panjang umur. :D

yaw yaw

yaw yaw yoooo this is life yoooo bear with it. theres nothing u can do.
people come and go,
shit happens yo,
boredom attacks yo,
this is fated yo,
there are things we can do and cant do yo.
makin hari makin matang yo~
and then u'll feel nyampah with everyone yo~

ok esok anaqi takde, this is very bad. a big lost to us. to our gang, members.
i'll miss him, his tummy, his mamak, his jokes, his perli, his offence words.
everything about him. dannnggggg. i hope dia tak lupe la member sini. still contact kitorang. aku cakap camni sebab hes different. hes good and i feel great with him but then he has to go. well apa boleh buat yo. its for his future yo.
well harap aku takda la rasa sunyi sangat bile dia takda ni. die bes :')

teenage, sixteen. according to research, it is normal when u feel veeeeery far apart from ur friends who used to close with u. well this is what i feel right now, with my schoolmate, my batch. idk why. tapi aku rasa macam dah tak rapat and my instinct says dnt close with my batch, rasa macam magnet sama kutub saling menolak, except my gang. my gang tu dah memang rapat takleh separate dah i think :')
ermmm aku agak terasa sebab orang cakap aku sombong and dah kurang layan dorang. ouch, really, OUCH. dulu aku leh sampuk perbualan anyone dengan senang, now susah gile. dulu macam tau everything, now satu habuk pun pasal dorang aku taktau. very ketinggalan. right now macam dah tak biase and tak rapat and even tak kenal each other. well im sorry, not my fault. ive changed a lot this year, effect dari puberty 5 years ago kot. lol. bukan aku tak kisah, tapi entah la, xtau describe, aku lagi rapat ngan kawan luar dari schoolmate sendiri. tu yang aku rasa la. im so so sorry rasa guilty lak, yela mane taknye, kene 'hit' tubi2 ngan perkataan 'sombong' and 'tak rapat'.

ermmm thats all for now. malas doh tulis blog, asek busy main photoshop and sims 3 and drawing. yeah, wasting time memang nombor 1. =.=
ok bye have a nice day

Maee balik!!!!!!!!!

yes! maee dah balik! anak cina kitaaaaa. cina otai jalan 4 woooooooooaaaa...
macam tak caye je. pagi tadi gi sekolah, and then nampak die ngan mirul.
i stop for few seconds, and think 'is that maee for sure?'
'oh shit its really him omg wtf is he doing here? is he coming back? is he going to stay here for sure?'
than he answered all and i feel like wtf i cant believe it.
waaaaa terbaik ah. gosh i really miss him, so badly. member kot en. lepas die blah sekolah jadi tak bes dulu, now die datang balik. i bet sekolah jadi meriah sikit.
seriously, terkejut and happy gile nak lompat2 die balik en hahahaha
i know its like a kid getting toy from his parents. but thats what i felt this morning.
:')

anaqi nak blah, then maee masuk. aaaaa release tension sikit. dulu rase cam frust and rasa macam nak boring kot time anaqi bagitau die nak blah. everyone's sad about him leaving this school. but then maee come back, masing2 melompat ceria and dah tak marah sangat naqi nak blah hahaha

nothing much to write, im just saying bout this comeback.
i still cant believe it. its like a miracle, idk, but this feeling, i dont know how to describe it. ade member datang balik en hahaha off course happy :D
now semangat bersekolah dah naik sikit. at least ade benda yang boleh 'CERIA' kan sekolah, dari pandang muke2 cikgu yang boring, doing homework, and takde benda yang best.
i hope anaqi datang balik la sekolah ni, harap dia tak tahan asrama ceeee XD

everything's back to normal

school, daily routine, sleep time, lunch hour, dinner, evening time, tasks, homeworks and many more. haih i dont feel like im ready to do this again.
i just dont have the spirit yet =.=
i want more holidays! more day off, more breaks. i demand rest! rest...
i enjoyed the previous holidays and still, craving for more, unsatisfied.

waking up in the morning, shower, light breakfast, in the car on the way to school, study, meet teachers and friends, home, buy lunch, relax for a while, sleep, shower, dinner, do homeworks/study, relax, 2 am sleep. +.+
those are what i do everyday, during weekdays.
pretty boring huh? well for u, not to me.

and today's the first day after the long 2 weeks of holidays. aaaaaa cool day~ i love it. windy and cloudy. thought its going to run but not. im hoping for rain in the evening. school stuffs - ustad ropi cut my hair, hmmm now i feel like Tiger Woods. seriously, rambot sebijik. and got my chemistry, and english. both are just oooookaaaaay.

okay not much to say here. thats all, kind of lazy to write. dah lama tak bukak blog, taktau asal hahaha takde time kot, busy doing stuffs, have a nice day stalkers and readers.

darn how to stop following blogs =.=

sheeeesssh. camne nak stop follow blog orang hah?
banyak sangat 'rubbish' aku follow, rase nyemak je. nak kemaskan profile nih.
masalah la blogger, takleh 'stop follow'.tekan banyak kali pun still ade gak, still following =.=
annoying kot. anyone, help?
ape2 care pun, tell me. just nak stop following those useless blogs yang dah lama tak update and tak bes untuk dibace. =x

saturday 12june10

i met Bank Negara's Governor, Tan Sri Dr Zeti Akhtar Aziz at my father's office. Bank Negara. celebrate pelajar cemerlang of upsr, pmr, spm, pra-u =]
before this jumpe die gak, untuk anugerah upsr and dapat duit *ching ching ;]*
now jumpe die lagi, die she kinda like my hair. die macam trkejut tengok afro besar hahahaha
shes nice :)
die kasi duit lagi~ dapat rm600. thank you tan sri and bank negara for your kindness and generousity. its very good to work with, my father's very lucky to have a sit there. satu family dapat enjoy =]
and lepas receive anugerah tu, pegi makan kat cafeteria lak.
then home~
thats all i did on that day.
right now tunggu anugerah pelajar cemerlang dari TNB lak, office mak aku haaaa cant wait money money i really enjoy having and receiving big moneeyhhh~

The blog is open back =]

yes, blog ni dah open balik. i've deleted some of older posts, offensive and ridiculous one.
life has been great so far. this holiday is very relaxing and im really enjoying it. takda masalah, everything's been solved, nicely, well not really. tapi dah elok ngan everyone =]

tengok, senang je settle. paham pun. discuss elok2, nape buat and blablabla, done. and then treat them =]
everything will turn to worse if its done in a rush or rash or both. =x

what i do this holiday ;
edit some people's face which i enjoyed the most,
hangout with friends,
catching up movies at cinema,
watch all the movies i missed,
relaxing at home.

eventhough it's not much, but i really love this holiday.

some of my friends didnt invite me to go out, well but its ok. dah tak rapat pun ngan dorang, gang bola kan. aku mane main bola. plus, ade enemy aku. so yeah lucky dorang paham nape aku malas layan dorang. well tak kisah la kawan same skolah dah lupe, at least i got friends from other school which i like more.

so, hah, taktau nak tulis ape dah. before this banyak idea nak tulis, tapi dah lupe lak =.=
haa hmm overall, this holiday is great and i like it. have a nice day and enjoy your life my dear readers =]

long-walk-hot-day

so, today me, faiz, hazrul and anaqi hang out at bukit bintang till 10pm :D
but wait! anaqi had to go home early, at 8 hes already gone, so left me hazrul and faiz.

let me tell from the beginning, first me and faiz watched a movie at pavillion, The Karater Kid. that movie was awesomeeee the fight was marvellous and so cool.
then at 2.30, we had our lunch. but before that, muhsin and nana told me that theyre going to follow us but they didnt. so only me and faiz, at 4, hazrul came :D
shisha together-gether till idk what time, anaqi called and ask us to come pavi to meet him. then sampai kat pavi, die cakap die kat sungai wang lak. =.=
palat bape kali nak ulang pavi-sg.wang la. keling tol naqi ni hahaha
then lepak rooftop, shisha lagi :D
2 kali hahaha faiz hisap sampai mabuk nak pengsan, dada dah berat penuh ngan asap. gile2 hah die hahah aku takdepun camtu lol. then lepak BB plaza jap, rehat2, anaqi balik.
then pegi pavi balik, nak tengok bola, pastu,
faiz treat us at a fancy italian restaurant, Michelangelo at pavi and watch football match there. match of netherland and denmark. restaurant tu cam ape je hahaha waitress die, kitorang order lain, lain yang dapat. haih tempat da class tapi slack worker die je haiyo.
but nvm la, makanan die sedap and cepat kenyang :D
then pukul 10, sampai kl sentral, faiz tak sabar nak balik so die kering je bayar taxi sampai kajang hahah rm65 hah amek kau. tapi xpe lah, faiz dah penat sangat kan.
dapat driver taxi tu race pulak en. punya nak mati ah die drive laju gile nak mampos risau aku accident je =.=
tapi syok doh die bawak laju woot woot!
sampai ktm kajang around 11, tunggu train, 11.30 sampai ukm. hah then balik.
thanks faiz blanje fancy rest. and taxi :D
i owe u a lot pal :')

youth festival

went to Youth Festival yesterday with faiz anaqi and ieqa... that festival was awesome. lots of events held. dance competition, basketball, futsal, battle of the bands, jualan barang2, mewarna.. ceee takde ah... pertandingan mewarna takde hahahaha gilo kalau ade... macam2 lah ade... tapi aku tak amek bahagian pun. malas. and crowded...

dance competition cool doh. dorang dance cantik and synchronized gile... i like the second one, after Floor Fever group. ade MJ, pakai shade, leather jacket and hat, that one was very nice... really enjoy watching them :D

tempat tu crowded gile sampai banyak kali aku kene tinggal.. +.+
and my phone takde credit. that made it worse... kene tunggu dorang call baru dapat jumpe balik... zzzzz... met few friends there, chaa and aidzat ehem2, elli, luqman, kakak chaa, athifah, hany and her bf, izzati, ant, aimi, nana and ramai lah...
elli grow taller please... u'll look more beautiful then ;]

met my parkour members too... tapi dah tak member hahaha malas dah... borak ngan Atha je la... die ngan dorang... dorang tu dah macam ape je... tak layan budak kecik hahaha...

then dah bape jam dok kat youth tu... at 5 we decided to go home. but before that, gi makan dulu :D
me ieqa and faiz had our meal at pizza hut... anaqi balik ngan jiran die... we chat a lot and share macam2 cite... rindu doh kawan2 asrama ni... i hate to say this, but its true... i miss them a lot... :')
teringat time dorang ade dulu hahah..
ieqa turun kat serdang, faiz kat kajang. me at ukm. masing2 station lain +.+
so there i start to feel alone and got home by taxi. balik rumah usha cupcakes, damn it dah hancur... lalai doh... +.+

wont let

"wont let you sell that house... that house has great quality and lots of memories in it... kalau compare dengan rumah kajang ni, banyak beza and kajang very low quality. only your kitchen high quality and perfect, the other sides, bitchy... alip tak kisah neighbourhood and other infrastructure kat rumah tu, alip kisah rumah tu... if mak nak gantikan dengan rumah baru, make sure it is better than rumah tu... its not easy to get a good quality house, with big space, big yard sume tu...'

thats what i said to my mother when she said she want to replace the house after she retired. dia cakap nak replace rumah lama ngan baru lepas die pencen, at least a semi-d... yeah right damn ass la... semi-d is okay, but the quality? the space? i want a house that is same level or much better than the current, i dont want 'down-graded' one... its not easy nowadays to get a good house that has A-grade in every aspect... 'just good' pun dah susah nak dapat. with big damn price, tu pun kecik je rumah sekarang. i wonder if there is any house that has moderate price, big yard and lots of spaces nowadays? in selangor especially... and lastly, great design and architecture.

i had a short cold fight with mom just because of a small matter.. well, i didnt talk much and didnt argue with her. i just stay quiet coz i dont want things get worse. i know if i fight back, she will get hurt with what i said. aku mulut lepas. in my mind, banyak benda aku nak cakap, tapi xpe lah. its not worth to fight for, for now. she said, once she has retired, she will discuss about this.

we, me and my mother dont have the same mind, didnt think alike about this. die pikir pasal future of surroundings, while i think about dreams with that house. theres nothing i can do to stop them from selling that house. its theirs. well actually i do have ways to stop, but its idiot and not 'solid' enough... if they're really going to do it, i will make sure they got a much much better than before... its pretty sensitive about this, i really care for that house... but they dont understand me... enough bye

think i should

make tubmblr... but wait, ape gunenye tumblr? social? its more like blog and display photos. more to photos, right?
hmmm aa... twitter ade pun terbengkalai je. tak ramai ade and tak syok sangat. maybe i havent get the 'syokness' of twitting lol

reasons why i want to make tumblr, to display my edit-ed photos, show some cool and original photos.

hari ni bapak membazir masa aku tak sentuh buku pun lepas balik sekolah. hari jumaat memang memenatkan, lagi2 frust lepas exam. +.+

darn, i need more time to 'complete'

tadi exam english 1 and modern math paper 1.
english was okay, guess i did well and im happy with it.
no comment.
but then modern math 1. darn. damn it. tak dapat buat elok doh. bapak sedih. seriously, aku rasa terok and fucked up sebab tak buat elok2 paper tu. tak cukup masa doh. wasted so much time sampai nearly 10 questions tibai. pretty slow aku jawab paper tu.
mostly soalan yang aku tibai semua pasal equation of straight lines. yang lain elok je.
dah study, tapi time exam tetibe blank and tak reti nak buat.
soalan yang aku tak dapat answer, skip to the next. then bila nak buat balik soalan yang skip tu, pikir lame sangat and tak sempat answer soalan blakang. and bile masa nak habis, shoot je! shoot em up babe!
and heeell yeaaah i was damn lucky. 4/10 *i think, maybe* got it right. 6 tu entah la. tak sempat semak ngan kawan. haih
feeling bad. i just need more time to study and set it in my mind. regret tangguh study. this is a lesson to me.
wish me luck for other papers. have a nice day and goodluck to all who are sitting exam next week

bohsan

bosan, tengah exam. esok bm 1 and english 2. aku tak bace pape pun. bajet da pandai ar. so aku isi masa aku ngan edit muke orang2 yang aku amek hari guru hari tu.

ni naim, die hensem. do the compare yourself, malas siapkan edit. tu baru 40% finish.

sorry naim. syok doh =x

hari guru

bosan... yah, bosan... tak semeriah cam last year... time form 1 paling bes aku rasa... zaman maisarah sofia tu eh? haa ye kot. tapi tu yang paling bes...
suasana biasa je and cold je... takde pape yang special... ade la satu, naim perform. it was the best performance for this year. his voice's damn good... takde pecah2 =x
hahaha
lepas rehat, around pukul 10.30. dah taktau nak buat pape. takda acara dah. ade pun antara guru je... dorang main game ape tah, musical chair and ape lagi tah...
lepak kat bilik seni, buat bising, kerja gile, dengar orang jam guitar, masing2 show off talent. aku, uzair and apip menguap je kat situ. bedol ngan awek die bukan main lagi. woot woot... selain tu, main amek gambar je la... bosan. nak balik tapi pakguard tak kasi keluar lak... haiyo ingat nak lepak maple ke ape. terperangkap kat sekolah. sampai 1pm, pastu lepak maple. 2 sampai rumah. pastu study, tido =.=

BOSAN BOSAN. rindu senior f5 09 last year... dorang bes... tak dapat get along sangat la ngan senior this year... since aku jadi quiet...

sampai bila die nak dengar cakap

ABANG KU. satu2 nya abang ku.... ACCIDENT.... die cakap terok, time dalam phone. and he sounded soooooooo sad... THEN PARENTS KUTIP DIE KAT BALAI.... mak cakap kereta terok, he and his friends are damn well fine...
AT FIRST, dengar mak cakap accident, dengan suara cemas, aku pun naik cemas. elok2 tenang study sejarah, sekali mak jerit 'AFIF ACCIDENT!!!!!!!!'
so aku pun, 'omg camne leh accident? kat mane?', 'somewhere in Nilai, die accident terok, mak ngan abah nak bersiap gi jumpe die sekarang! baby call afif tanya die whether hes fine or not'...

*dalam hati, aku rasa macam wtf terkejut gila... cuak... taknak hilang abang, die satu2 nya abang aku, nanti tambah sunyi lagi family and 'hilang macam2'... *
aku call die, suara die macam cemas and cungap2, 'TERUK! TERUK! ABANG KAT DEPAN NI, !&##^#y#$%@# '...
suara die macam ok, so hah lega sikit hati ni...
then mak abah dah blah, aku dok sorang... dari 9 tadi sampai sekarang, dorang tak balik2...
then 11.30 tadi, mak sms, die cakap afif and kawan2 die elok je, kereta remuk depan.
SEJAK TU, dah... tak risau lagi dah... kali ni nak tergelak lak...

HAHAHAHAHAHAHA... gelak sorang2 kot... tu la, abang aku ni. taknak dengar... mak suruh gerak muadzam awal, tapi degil... nak balik time malam, gelap... dah la pukul 4~6 tadi main badminton, dengan penatnya bersukan lagi... dah la gune kereta orang gi sukan tu... aku nak belajar driving pun tak dapat sebab myvi da gune. viva sendiri ade tapi taknak gune. sorok kunci taknak parents pakai. kedekut pe? nak balik malam pulak tu... memang risky la... mak selalu advise die suruh balik pukul 4... tapi degil...
so hah, kali ni memang pengajaran gile2 lah ni... ni kali kedua viva kemek... baru setahun pakai, da macam2 jadi. ubahsuai mau beribu. last2 accident. ngaaaap duit lagi~~~ duit untuk repair~ memang penghabis duit la kau ni... tak reti menyimpan.

look, dengar la nasihat orang tua. dorang lagi arif and berpengalaman, jangan abaikan. mak suruh balik awal ade sebabnya, kalau drive malam bahaya.
then, i dont want to lose any of my family member... include him, walaupun die ni terok and sucky, sebanyak mana die naikkan darah, we dont want to lose our precious member... dah la die sorang je abang aku...
and lastly, make parents proud and happy, not mad... mak and abah tadi naik angin dengar accident tu... sebab kene ape? KUAR DUIT LAGIIII... abang aku ni spend kuat. macam pmpuan. gi buat rambot je da rm70+... makeup kerete 1k+... his shopping ***, belanja keperluan pun ***...
abah penah cakap, SAMPAI BILE ABAH NAK ADE FERRARI KALAU ANAK BERTUAH TU SPEND MELALOT JE... haih... ni la abang aku... troublesome yet 'penceria' in our family

dah nak exam

tapi aku tak baca sepatah haram pun pasal sejarah aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa...
asek tak kena je bile bace sejarah. distractions, excited, high, internet...
tadi ade quiz physic, and aku dapat 10/30 wtf. now i know my weakness, i need to do revision. physic mostly tak dapat jawab sebab lupe. soalan banyak pasal fakta instead of calculating. calculating aku boleh...

lepas ni taknak online and blog and facebook lagi, until exam habis. aku BERAZAM!
(yeah right =.=)

goodluck sesape yg amek exam tu.=]

exam

malam ni, nak study.
masuk malam ni, oh online and buat hw je.

esok petang nak study, kawan pun ade.
masuk esoknya, oh borak and gossip je la.

malam tu nye nak study,
haih gayut ngan kawan kat hp lak.

malam esok study, sumpah. SUMPAH NAK STUDY. ade distraction pun lantak la, sejarah, kene masuk kepala ni.
THEN,tak study. texting and online.

=.=
MEMANG BESOK LA EN NAK STUDY CAMNI... aku bet semua orang camni... nak study, tapi asek tangguh je.

driving academy

start engine, mastered
free gear to gear 1, mastered
gear 1 to gear 2, mastered ;]
gear 2 to gear 3, mastered

need to master :-
gear 3~4,
gear 4~5,
reverse,
parking,
drive at narrow place,
climbing hill.

HAH... belajar ngan abah, die jadi teacher. bapak ah, syok sial bawak kete ni. myvi dah syok, bawak kete sport camne lak en. excited ah. nak drive further and farther. :D

melencong dari study. sims 3

malam semalam patutnye study, tapi sebab mood tengah high and nak seronok, melencong main sims 3. damn it. takleh belajar doh sejarah ni. ulang ayat sama banyak kali pun susah nak masuk kepala. SEJARAH JE. subject lain boleh.

so ni aku nak share creation :D

life is wonderful. dont spoil it

aku expect hari ni calm and quiet day

TAPI TIDAK... sux maaan suxxx... macam Pavinthren cakap, 'everything sux nowadays'...
see, even brilliant student like him cant stand in our school... morons, jerks, bitch and ape lagi? macam2 manusia la sekarang nih... aku taknak cakap yang aku benci manusia +.+
dislike cukup, disgusted dengan perangai tak berfaedah dan sia2 manusia nih.

bad starting makes the whole progress upside down...
pagi tadi ade raptai kerdipan bintang. the weather was nice, bright and hot. time tunggu cikgu sebut name tu, puan syikin datang and tegur rambut aku. "oh okay cikgu, saya potong. ehh haaa yelah2 saya masukkan baju :)"... mood cikgu biase je and die tegur pun elok je... then after few moments, puan norlina lak muncul. "alif rambut kamu ni panjang! potong! sampai bila nak camni?! dari dulu lagi panjang tak potong2! !^#%!^%! *banyak la bebel*" ( korang sendiri agak la nada cikgu cakap tu camne =.=)
FUCK datang2 buat bising kacau havoc blablabla seriously spoil my mood... know what i 'repay' her? i look her in the eyes ;]
lol stare lame2 dengan die, mata lawan mata, then sape tah panggil aku. aku berpaling... damn it bodoh ah norlina. die lepaskan sakit period die kat orang +.+
die dah tau aku kene tegur ngan syikin, i know she was there and dengar yg syikin tegur aku. tapi die lagi nak marah. bajet penegasan ar =.=
CUKUP LA SEKALI tegur,aku paham, takyah ulang, be polite and nice WILL YA OLD WOMAN?, cikgu saje nak burukkan and die dah humiliate aku. die dah takda keje, saje point out flaw supaya die leh marah orang and tunjuk yang die ade guna kat cikgu2 lain.
darn u. taknak respect lagi dah die. i see her as a damn rat shit. ure in my list now.

then time rehat, puan siti fatimah tegur sebab rambut panjang and baju keluar.
OKAY. cikgu ni biase je sebab die marah tak serious and joke. so aku tak rasa offended or anything <3
one thing i want to say here, kalau nak tegur, just tegur, theres no need to harsh and be aggressive. unless orang tu respond dengan kasar. right?

then time agama, bedol and apip duk dengan aku. aku kat tengah2. haih sumpah aaa takleh belajar. TAK TAHAN AR TAK TAHAN. apip banyak bunyi and aku takleh concentrate ape yang cikgu ngajar kat depan. die asek berborak, cakap benda yang takde kene ngena and saje buang masa cikgu. die lengah2 kan cikgu. pastu gelak2 la. die nak entertain alia and ktorang, tapi tak kene la. waktu blaja, blaja la. takyah buat keje lain. DONT TALK. be quiet. u sit at my place so please behave. aku tak suka berborak time belajar. lain la kalau benda yang berkaitan. rasa nak sound kot, tapi tak sampai hati. aku slalu tak sampai hati. kalau boleh nak marah semua kesalahan yg die buat, tapi sebab pikirkan consequences tu. nvm la +.+
apip dah jadi gila sejak break. haih. sebab die banyak bising and tempat kitorang je berbunyi dan memeriahkan kelas, we tio scold aaaa...

damn it world damn it. thought today's going to be perfect and flawless. kenalan tak habis2 menyusahkan

sombong

semalam, akmal hafeez called me and ask me a favor.
lepas discuss pasal favor dia tu, chat kejap. dia cakap aku sombong and tak untalkative as before.
I want to ask u, readers, some questions.
1, betul ke aku dah tak banyak cakap cam dulu? and boring?
2, aku sombong ke?
3, am i active as before?

akmal cakap aku camtu la... +.+
terasa kot. sumpah ramai gila cakap aku dah tak talkative cam dulu and sombong.
this time nak tanye opinion orang. is that true im that type of guy? yang malas layan kawan?

haih... aku bukan apa... aku just malas bersuara and tak message sangat ngan orang.
typing kat phone tak bes, prefer kat pc. so yeah im more to pc than phone.
and, i prefer chat on internet. u see, im active at facebook :D
but inactive in ym.
facebook senang chat, and fun. takyah reply cepat2. ym kene reply cepat2 and aku malas layan orang... i just want privacy. kalau 24jam asek chatting je, memang rimas and bazir masa la. i got works to do too...
korang tak rasa boring ke chat ngan orang sama berminggu2 or berbulan? sebab aku rasa camtu. boring kot. aku ni cepat boring ngan orang dan karenah orang. bile dah boring, tukar orang la. normally malas layan. reply pendek2 je kalau die tegur gak =x
boleh katakan seminggu aku msg satu orang (normally). dalam seminggu tu i get to know her well and be close to. average 90+ texts per day. kerap la tu en message.
bila kredit sikit, aku reply msg yang penting je la.
just malas multi-chat kat phone.
and, aku malas tegur orang. bukan ape, malas ganggu. tu satu. and got works to do. like playing games, watching movies and chat on internet. oh and, aku tak suke texting ngan laki kat phone, melainkan betul2 penting and munasabah je baru aku layan XD
kat internet baru aku tegur and layan laki. B-)
rasa cam gay kot.

malas tulis panjang. hmm, haa, so yeah friends. sorry kalau aku dah lama tak tegur korang. bukan ape, bukan sombong, tapi just malas. kalau nak chat, chat kat internet la, not phone. phone aku malas sikit. very very malas actually. oh and jangan message waktu siang, message waktu malam. cos siang seriously malas and banyak kerja. malam free and banyak idea nak cakap pasal ape :)
i hate to say this, but, aku memang jenis camni. selfish - i dont come to friends unless interested to, but friends come to me ;3
thanks for reading, hope u understand me. have a nice day :D

cabut hidung baru lega

yeay hari ni balik awal. awal sangat la en. pukul 10, time rehat balik :D
abah call die dah sampai kat office, so aku terus balik kelas, amek bag, blah.
terlupa nak bagitau kawan2 yang aku balik. yang tau, azeem, hq and aishah je la.
tu pun sebab aku lalu tangga and jumpa dorang. =x
I've told my friends early that im going home, tapi dorang lupa gak and tanya lagi nape balik. =.="
I hate to make people waiting and I, myself, hate waiting too... everyone hate waiting. tu sebab cepat2 blah tak bagitau kawan lain tuh.

sheeeesssh teruk gila kot selsema tadi. nak tercabut hidung. asek bersin and non-stop. ganggu orang lain je and tak menyenangkan. better balik. at the same time rugi, cos missed addmath class :(

well im off now. have a nice day readers :)
and be healthy

bracket kedua

PATAH.... i was enjoying a movie, while eating popcorn...
u know, popcorn kan ade satu biji, bulat yang keras gile tu en.
aku dah detect benda tu, saje la sambil2 kunyah tu, kunyah la biji tu...

SEKALI . . . . . . *grrrrpp*
rasa pelik, cari mencari guna lidah, then found it. tengok2 bracket, kali ni gigi graham? belah kanan, part bawah. belakang sekali. before this gigi graham gak, tapi belah kiri and bawah gak...
then stop makan popcorn, *call mak* 'mak bracket alip patah la, boleh jumpe dentist tak? tak selesa la...'
lucky boleh jumpe cepat. esok petangnya, jumpe dentist.
doctor tak replace bracket yang patah tu, tapi die gune 'separator'. plastic kecik, bulat. and function die untuk hold gigi graham tu. +.+
and doctor tukar getah sekali, tapi untuk gigi atas je la. taktau asal yang bawah die biarkan. kali ni warne metallic silver :D

and right now im suffering the pain from the separator +.+
great. takleh makan, takleh tido. merana balik, macam lepas tukar wire braces.

yesterday

went to midvalley with Nizar and his friends, ayeez, najib, mus, najmi ... budak2 saujana impian ni, aku kenal dorang gak... have met them before this and nizar intro dorang :D
went there to watch Ironman 2, damn gila ramai beratur nak beli ticket. lucky kitorang dah order ticket 3 days before, so takyah q :D

Ironman 2 was great and awwweeeeeeeesomeeeee... cool gile kot iron suit tu... great CGI and story line... love it, 5 star. its a MUST WATCH MOVIE of 2010 :D
bes gile kalau jadi Tony Stark tu... multi-millionaire, great house and great cars... great tech in his garage.

then after that, went to sushi king, kali ketiga aku makan sushi... okay im addicted with it now... rasa nak lagi. nak try semua... sedap kot.. cume wasabi sux. prefer no wasabi and just soy sauce... bill die pun baik punyaaaaaa, but idc... =x

jalan2, cari tag untuk bag sekolah, tak jumpe apa yang aku nak. semua caption tak bes, oh and ayeez najib mus had to go home early coz their parents will be mad if its too late... so left nizar me and najmi... on the way to Gardens, i want to show my friends a trick...
the trick is, walk on the water, kan on the way to gardens ade fountain...
so yeah, time tu lantai basah coz baru lepas hujan. i called nizar and najmi nak suruh dorang tengok, skali nak stop, tetibe kaki tergelincir lak... habis jatuh masuk fountain tu...basah basah =.=
they laughed at me so hard and aku rasa malu gila... +.+
then beli some stuffs kat garden, balik ke mid, beli neck tie untuk abah. coz the day before yesterday was his birthday. :D
walaupun tie tak semahal mane, tapi tak kisah la.. janji ade makna... and die takkan tau harga tie tu XD

arrive at home at 9... and abah happy sangat dapat tie tu... maklumlah, anak tak ramai, birthday setahun sekali, jarang dapat hadiah kan... :')
ok thats all about yesterday. bye2 have a nice day readers :)

farid bob

semalam, hari terakhir Bob kat jess ni... farid, i doakan u dapat life yang lebih baik di sekolah baru u... kajang utama, u jangan nakal2 tau. jangan buat hal... i doa u jadi hotstuff kat sana and girls gilakan u :')
jaga diri baik2... i akan rindu u... jangan kene trick macam yang da kene tahun ni :')
and last skali, jangan lupakan i tau... kuar ajak... =x

yeah its true, farid kene buang, lepas ni dah takda dah muka dia... rindu la korang kat dia lepas ni. dia la yang buat skola jadi hangat and ada cerita. lepas ni sunyi dah la...

friday, last day tu... touching kot... farid lepas rehat langsung tak masuk kelas. die merayau lepak sorang2 kat mane tah. merenung nasib die cakap =x
aku nampak die dari jauh, tapi taknak tego... but before balik, lepak ngan die jap kat toilet, die cite la macam2. sedih dengar. die taktau nak g skola mane. harapan bagi die kajang utama la, tu la paling okay... die taknak j2 atau j3 sebab ade member2 die... then time agama, farid masuk bilik APD, die usha sekeliling, tak cakap sepatah, pastu cikgu datang kat die. cakap2 kat die kasi support and everything to calm him down. puan ilmiah baik, die penyokong kuat farid rupanya, i like her :')
then farid dah ok, dia masuk bilik, mintak maaf kat semua orang, then mira and thirah nangis. auwwwwww...

aku usha surat pembuangan farid, tengok kesalahan2 yang dia dah buat, gosh ada kesalahan yang tak betol kot... BANYAK... damn banyak. cikgu buat cite kot... tak guna, memang some cikgu saje nak buang dia... well, takleh buat pape dah la... tak elok cite semua benda yang cikgu tuduh tu... aku tau ada stalker/reader yang akan bagitau cikgu... lagipun benda da lepas kaaaaaan...

well, goodluck farid. ill miss you. we all will miss you and i already did miss u :')
best and fun to be with, gay :D

omg an ant in my drink!

TADI! AKU MUNTAH! air kosong... oh bangang en...

ceritanya begini. aku turun, ke dapur, untuk minum air. kat 'island' ada makanan, and ada semut kat makanan tu. aku malas kemas. amik gelas baru, isi ais and air. letak kat island jap, saje nak rest tangan. amek gelas penuh dengan air tadi, shake slowly, saje bajet minum arak, tiru style orang putih. BAJET ELEGANT. minum pun dengan macho, kepala dongak 90 degrees. time minum, usha glass jap, OMG ADE SEMUT DALAM AIR wtf terus nak stop. air yang da minum tu tetibe naik ke hidung. cepat2 letakkan glass tu kat island, pandang kiri kanan memikirkan sesuatu. last2, muntah...
ape lagi, muntah air la...

embun menurun di hidung~
sungai mencurah indah berasal dari gua ber-braces~
pelangi terbentuk pabila sunlight menyentuh butiran air di udara~
kolam terbentuk meluas di lantai~
air mata bergelinangan suffering~

ok stop. very lame. im not good at making poem. im not artistic as u think...
oryteeeeee... terbatuk2 aku lepas muntah tu... mata dah berair...
then tengok dapur tu cam messy, cepat2 aku kemas...
aku tak tahan kalau tengok benda messy ni... haih. semut semut... what a shocking @^%$R!

okay aku takda keje, takda cite... tu je la. the end. have a nice day readers :)

penat gilaax hidup nih! tapi esok masih ada D:

haih i dont know why, tapi recently aku makin cepat penat la... walaupun tak buat kerja berat ke ape...
hari2 pergi sekolah, balik2 penat tido petang. bangun maghrib mandi makan buat hw pukul 12 dah tido. WAJIB TIDO PUKUL 12... kalau tak, memang blurr la esoknya.
before this usually tido pukul 2am... now 12... 2 hours earlier...
tu baru sekolah....
hari tu keluar alamanda, tu baru bape jam jalan2, dah rasa penat and hilang semangat...D;

i've to admit this, im not the same as before and changed a lot... jangan samakan last year dengan this year... u dont know me now...
aku rasa form 3 tak penat sangat, walaupun pergi extra classes made by school and tuition and all that edu stuffs... tapi form 4 walaupun tak pergi tuition ke ape, u'll feel very tired and pancit one... Bedol pun agreed ngan aku...
masuk 16 en, korang akan mula rasa aging... betul2 rasa... kot... lol...
im tired right now. dalam 30 min ni tido la...

AKU DAH TUA!

visit old house :')

today is sunday and sunday is cleaning and do homework day :D
tapi cleaning nye tak buat pun... malas. busy membuat homework and tengok movie Watchmen. aku tau, cite tu da lame, takyah bising. tak paham doh cite tu, tak paham ape die nak tunjukkan... John aka Dr.Manhattan nape 'membawa diri'? nape kawan die nak bunuh entire world?
explain explain =x

pukul 5.15 tadi, abah aku ajak visit rumah lama, kat Gemilang Villa, next to Emville, dalam Sungai Buah dekat ngan Dengkil... pegi la visit en, waaaah da banyak berubah kawasan sana pak! udah 3 tahun tak singgah, tak lalu langsung pun kawasan tu, sejak pindah dulu... trauma la katakan sebab insiden tu..
sungai buah dah maju, orang2 kampung pakai kete modern dah... banyak pokok ditebang (which i hate it)... tengok rumah lama, rasa nak tinggal balik je kat sana. selesa, jauh dari bandar, tak ramai orang, quiet and calm... tu yang aku enjoy most... and sejuk gak kat situ... condition rumah tu macam rumah hantu dah... cat dah buruk, tapi dalam elok lagi.. luar je kureng... :(
masuk bilik aku jap, rasa rindu gile. teringat time tinggal dulu, main ps2 sambil online, gaduh ngan abang, kesan pintu kene tetak pun ada, sebab gaduh XD
haih kenangan. i told my parents not to sell that house no matter what cos i got plans to do with it. kalau boleh nak tinggal sana je :')

on the way balik, abah ajak "lip nak blaja drive kete tak?"... wui aku ape lagi tak sabar la haha bawak jeep. pegi kawasan sunyi jap, ajar. susah doh... tak reti, pedal takleh tekan penuh, tak sampai... plus tinggi and tak nampak depan bawah... zzzzz
lepas beberapa kali mencuba, hah ok la cukup la... dah nak maghrib, balik...

had a great time visiting the old house and learn driving :')
bukan selalu aku dapat buat benda yang aku jarang buat... tu sebab tulis kat sini
have a nice day readers :)

A day to remember

yesterday was a great day and full of walking...
i went to school for maulidul rasul ceremony and it was a not-so-bad event... i didnt regret for coming... back home at 11.30 and get ready to go out again, to pavillion, KL. anaqi invited me, he said faiz is going too... hafiz, my new friend is already there with his friend. he went there early....
then i go there by myself, alone haha.. dush such a hot day heh, i sweat a lot and i use my sweater to cover my sweat... eventhough it makes me sweat more, but i managed to control my sweating :D
2.30 reach pavillion, there i met hafiz and his girl friend... =x
he said hes going in to the cinema by 3... i was like wtf, "takkan aku sorang weh? anaqi tak sampai... faiz pun tak reply msg aku"... hafiz "aaaa ko tengok la movie memane dulu, movie nak start dah, nanti balik jumpe aku"...
hati remuk berkecai sebab sorang2 D:
then i call anaqi, he sound like just woke up from sleeping and said hes not going because of no transport... "laaa kau, ko contact faiz weh die kat mane skrg"
then he called back "weh faiz kat pavi skrg", then anan called "weh alip aku kat tandas food court, datang ar skrg"...
aaa i saw the light, the light of hope... it would be awkward and embarassing if u wandering alone at the shopping complex.. =.="
met anan, he bring his gang and my old friend too... faiz and zaid :')
we had our dinner at the food court, masing2 makanan sama... :')
gosh i miss them so bad, sejak dorang takda, form 4 rasa cold je and not happening...
chat chat while eating, then go to the Topman shop to buy my bag... :D
then we go to zaid's shisha place which we never know before, Hardamant? Hardawaunt? aaah whatever the name is... hang out there till 6.15.... met many freak guys and weird style at that place, some wear dog leash on their neck, artificial eyes, ugly jeans, terrible hair style and boobless women with bad sense of style... =x
anan need to go back home early cos he want to catch-up football match and meet naim bob mirul khalid and maee as usual at their place... so we follow him...
7.50 we arrived bangi... i send anan home with taxi... and home :')
anan said yesterday was "a day to remember ceeee hahahah ni 1st time turun kl sejak masuk asrama"...

what a great day, a lot of walking but full of joy... :D
its great to see ur old friends after a while... bukan senang dapat jumpe faiz and zaid ni... dorang dah la duduk jauh... hahaha