March 31, 2010

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hari ni... seperti hari lain.... such a normal day... nothing special to me...
bila la benda lain dari yang lain akan terjadi... at least spice up my life... =x
i feel so normal and its been a long long ago, i feel great and enjoy much in my life...
im not saying that my life's boring... no... veery no...
i laugh so hard at school, i had fun with my friends, at home i please myself with internet stuffs and chatting online with friends from other schools. outside, i feel good...
i can say, my mood is always green like how i maintain my Sim's mood in Sims game XD
but, its just that i feel those arent special and fun enough to me...
semua tu biasa je...everyday's the same, benda sama je...
im 16 and getting mature...
wusssh i miss my childhood era.... from 8 years old to 13 years old... time tu memang syok habis la...
masuk 14, mula bangang sikit, rosak sebab kemaruk cinta... cinta tak matang...
kalau dibandingkan, 1st love ngan 2nd love, memang beza gila and malu kalau kawan bahan... =.=
tak sangka boleh jadi sebodoh camtu time 1st love tu hahaha macam takda harga diri... its like u give youself 100% to that girl... wtf right? hahaha

anyway, my life is getting dull and i need something to 'spice up' my life...
uhhhh tak sabar nak jadi 18... i wish i could fast forward this life...
ada kereta, bebas, boleh lepas movie 18sg/18sx, tunjuk IC kalau orang doubt aku ni18 and malukan dia, tinggalkan sekolah and lupekan subject2 yang menyusahkan otak n tak penting tu... :@)
hahaha harap semua tu menjadi la.. aaaaaaminnn~

when it comes to my stuffs........pfft really pissed off i must spill this.

aku marah betul la orang gune harta benda/hartanah aku and then rosakkan... macam palat...
sure korang marah kan kalau orang rosakkan property kita?
siiii pengguna/peminjam, tak reti jaga barang ke? tak sedar ke barang tu dipinjamkan? its your responsibility to take care of em since its not yours... unless it's yours =.='
aku lagi naik angin kalau orang tu guna without permission....
im kind off sensitive when people use my stuffs... bukan kedekut... tapi nak jaga...
please dont get it wrong... +.+
memang betul kan? pinjam barang orang, so use it carefully and not to damage it...

okay lemme tell you something...

1st, abang aku, tau je la si jerk tu kan... dia selalu guna barang aku without permission, sometimes dia guna sampai habis, such as shampoo and soap aku... damn those stuffs arent cheap and then senang2 dia guna sampai habis? wtf man...
next, dia amik school socks aku, 3 pairs, bawak pegi U dia... =.=
dah la 3 pairs tu je yang bes, comfort and still new... i bought each of em rm10 and tak sampai seminggu dia dah rembat bawak U, bila balik sini, dia cakap socks tu basuh kat U...
sebab dia, aku terpaksa guna socks dia yg panjang londeh bodoh tu...bukannya nak mintak maaf, such a selfish brother, jerk lagi... aku taktau la camne dia dah kawin nanti, dengan perangai selfish tu, jangan harap aku nak tolong dia kalau dia ade financial problem or anything else...
banyak lagi la dia guna barang aku without permission... >.>

recently, today, during PL class, aku budak LK so aku pegi class 4 kar and account students go to my class, 4 Ino... Rahmat, u know, that big fat douche-BAG tu... he sits at my place... ko duduk sit aku tu, jaga la barang aku bodoh... dah la conteng meja kira2 benda bodoh account ko tu...and then doodle macam2 la... ko ingat aku tak jaga ke meja2 aku? those two sits tu aku punya.. of course aku jaga, maintain em clean...kau senang2 buat kotor... dah la duduk atas bag aku...
bontot besar sangat gemok babi sampai penuh satu kerusi tu... habis bag aku penyek, sume buku aku rosak dah... SEMUA...penyek, ade kedut sume tu... pegi kuruskan badan la weh! guna property aku, pastu rosakkan... go sit somewhere else after this... >.>

haihs pissed off pissed off... really pissed off... alia zahira pun cakap 'sian alip sume jadi kat kau'
i dont need her sympathy, your sympathy, just wanna let you, world, know please take care of others' property since u just borrow them... its not yours anyway... aku bukan cam lelaki lain, jenis yang tak amik kisah benda remeh... those type of guys usually regret bile benda tu dah rosak... but me, dari awal lagi dah marah since menyusahkan diri aku sendiri, hanya sebab orang lain yang buat...

March 16, 2010

things I did today, sunway lagoon!

yes finally! satu wish fulfilled... dapat lifetime rewards!
ceee macam The Sims lak hahahah
but yeah, I feel so happy and pumped up since my childhood dream to mandi at sunway lagoon finally....finally... finally tercapai :')

bertolak dari rumah 6.50... mak dropped kat rumah Haziq Saidol...
7.15 bertolak dengan mak Haziq, singgah office mak die jap, makan...
thanks mak Haziq, blanje kitorang makan :D
9.15 tunggu train kt KTM Kuala Lumpur...
around 10 sampai Sunway Lagoon... dah bertahun tak pergi Sunway ni...
dulu time umur bape tah, kecik lagi la, dajah 3 tak silap...

1st main slide yang pusing2 and tinggi tu, then main slide straight yang next to the 1st slide yang kitorang main tu... then main slide yang gune carpet tu... it was fun hahah I finish last... takde sesape sampai hujung... =x
then main kolam panjang yang round satu ni haaa...
next, naik satu ni, yang donut besar, sumpah tak mengancam langsung donut besar tu... xde lompat2, just air pancut je... tapi kitorang jerit gak, saje kasi bunyi hehehe...
pastu naik water roller coaster hahah sumpah scary ah laju gile geli perut I hehehe...
pastu da xde benda sgt, g main air kt kolam pantai tu hahah air panas... tengok orang main flying fox...
everytime orang lalu je kat atas kitorang, kitorang simbah air kat orang tu HAHAHAH biar padan muke basah... mau keja? keja la... cee =x

then 3.10 tukar baju and mintak photo yang ade cameraman amek...
rm125 for 1 cd woaa gile expensive sial... memang untung cam haram ar =.=
but wtv share duit en.. haziq raziq muhsin and dan ajak makan subway,
tapi masa tidak mengizinkan, its 3.30 and I have to be at home around 5~5.30...
so yeah aku tinggalkan dorang, balik sorang.. naik taxi, train, home, Bangi.. aaaahhh its nice to smell the air in Bangi =]
bandar Subang ni interesting gak cos of their building... buildings sume cantik2 and nicely made... it would be nice to live there.. =]

ok end

March 12, 2010

orang kalah camni la

kalau dah kalah, and theres nothing left to say, last2 die masukkan name Allah....
'alip, kau jangan riak, Allah boleh tarik balik ****/****/**** blablabla' camtu lah...

hey whats up with people nowadays huh? masalah...
at 1st they pick a fight, then fight fight fight, when they lose, they use such things to demotivate the winner...
dont they have any other ways except using Allah's name?
im not trying to say that Allah takda kuasa... Allah memang besar dan Dia boleh buat anything that He wanted to do... 'kun fa ya kun' jadi maka jadilah! dari surah Yasin...

such a loser.... next time dont pick a fight with me cos I have better words than u...

look at my facebook page, ade this guy ni suke sangat cari pasal...
always cakap aku pendek pendek... well memang aku tak kisah la orang cakap aku camtu...
sebab pendek bukan 'kayu ukur' untuk berjaya dalam hidup...
tapi memang aku kisah la kan kalau die asek ulang2 and trying to humiliate me in front of my friends and public =.=
kalau nak lawan pendek dengan aku, memang aku menang la en, aku memang pendek...
boleh kata aku top 10 shortest guy in form 4 right now... but who cares?
aku ada ramai kawan, ramai close friends antara batches form 2,3,5...
orang tak tengok pendek... orang tengok pandai and akhlak...
kalau perangai macam setan, forever takkan ade orang nak kawan dengan kau...
geng2 kau je la yang kau ade... but not everyone. u cant get along with everyone with such attitude. many dislike you... suke cari pasal, annoying... haih
kalau diri tak pandai, dah besar nanti tak berjaya la... forever loser/failure...

this guy said I dont know much about outside world and im not exposed to it...
u dont know me, ask my friends, i know pretty much...and ape reason kau tetibe cakap dunia luar? kau nak cakap ko ade benda yang ko berjaya kat dunia luar? kalau ye, ape benda?
main game? menang main game? hah memang geek la kau ni... ko leh kaya ke dengan main game? leh dipandang tinggi and dapat 'noble' ke kalau main game?

dengar sini Haziq Ismail... u used to be my close friends... standard 6 hangout slalu... tapi masuk skola menengah, geng ngan budak2 bodoh ni, perangai pun cam bodoh en...
kau cakap la aku pendek ke ape, aku tak kisah... but not in public...
kau nak aku malukan kau? aku ade banyak benda untuk malukan kau..
pmr haziq bape A? exam usually dapat bape A? do u excell in study? excell in cocuriculum?
what do u expert at? skills/talent ape kau ade?
kalau stakat main game and buang mase dengan benda tak berfaedah, memang kau excell la en... kau nak dapat satu A dalam exam biase pun dah susah gile en...
bodoh tak bodoh... memang berbaloi aku pandang rendah kat hang...
hidup kau takkan berjaya...kau takda skills takda bakat kau tak pandai anything in academic kau takda benda untuk parents ko banggakan...
tengok cermin dulu kalau nak cari pasal...
sorry Haziq, prangai sial kau memang buat aku pandang rendah gile babeng kat kau...

and lastly, to everyone.... jangan gune name Allah untuk menang kalau dah kalah...
dah kalah tu, memang kalah la... lain la kalau ade reasons... tapi macam haziq ni, memang kalah la, bodoh habis la...
KALAU TAK PANDAI, PLEASE BE HUMBLE AND BE NICE WITH EVERYONE... jangan buat sial... tapi kalau dah pandai tapi tak humble, tu boleh tahan lagi, at least u got stuffs to fight for and defend yourself...
sorry, am really2 pissed off right now since I feel humiliated, walaupun kat internet je...

March 8, 2010

what guys said and what they mean

1. He Says: "We should hang out sometime."
He Means: "I'm afraid you'll say 'no' if I ask you out."

2. He Says: "I'll call you later."
He Means: "I may or may not call you at some point between now and three months from now."

3.
He Says: "My ex is crazy."
He Means: "I messed her up, and she got upset."

4. He Says: "That guy seems like a good friend of yours."
He Means: "Was there ever a thing between you?"


5.
He Says: "It's a long story."
He Means: "It's a story that makes me look bad."

6.
He Says: "Why are you being so emotional?"
He Means: "Why are you acting like a psycho?"

7.
He Says: "That's not what I meant."
He Means: "That's totally what I meant, but now that I see you're mad, I wish I hadn't said it out loud."

8.
He Says: "It's fine."
He Means: "It's not actually fine, but Im in no mood to discuss it."

9. He Says: "Can we talk about this later?"
He Means: "I never want to talk about this again."


all of these are true... boleh kata 80% daripada semua ni, sama dengan sifat aku... +.+

well for some people, ade yang tak macam ni, but for me, hah this is me... hahaha sesetengah lelaki tak berani nak express ape yang dorang rase terhadap someone... or, dorang tak pandai nak express, so they give this answer... they arent straight to the point, they want the person understand himself/herself because they dont want to hurt his/her feelings

March 4, 2010

tangga tengah

alright... heh... tadi balik sekolah lambat... ade public speaking...
so yeah hmm 2nd section tak beberapa bagus sangat sebab takde idea and taktau nak cakap pasal ape dah...
1st section ok la... tak puas hati la sebab tak dapat habiskan...
aaa wtv tak kisah pun....

tadi on the way nak turun, dari Language Lab, gune la tangga tengah kan...
then ade pengawas sesi petang, form 1, block kitorang...
at 1st aku stop and dengar dorang bebel kat kawan aku ha...
then dorang lepaskan hahaha go girls! mel cakap ape tah aku tak dengar sangat...
pikir pasal something time tu.. +.+
then tangga tingkat 2 lak, pengawas block lagi... then mel and lala bising haha dorang lepaskan...
pengawas tu bising tak kasi kitorang lepas...blablabla...
last2 time aku lalu depan pengawas tu, aku cakap, 'hye, respect' *and senyum sikit, sikiiiiiiiiiiiiiit je* =x
then ade lagi pengawas lelaki, block... kali ni aku langgar je hahah malas layan dah...
time tu penat, so cam aaaa come on~~~~ kitorang senior, form 4, nak balik.. turun je...
tak buat pape pun, just nak balik, asal block meh...
Im sorry sebab buat sombong kat pengawas 2nd and 3rd tu... =]

aku tak paham, nape tangga tengah takleh gune untuk student?
ape reason die? kasi sikit... laluan untuk cikgu? aaa cikgu tak gune sangat laaa tangga tengah tu...
murid nak lalu je... asal tak kasi? nape? takot mencemarkan pemandangan apabila ade student turun tangga tu? tangga tu nak runtuh sampai takleh lalu?
aku tak paham la... =.=
nape tangga tengah takleh gune... padahal takde benda special pun.. simen, concrete, paint...tu je...same je cam tangga lain... kalau takleh gune tangga tu, baik tutup je... runtuhkan tangga tengah tu... ade tangga tapi takleh pakai.. hampeh...

wahai guru2 sekalian, nape murid takleh gune tangga tengah? beri sebab2 yang make sense....
tak rase cam bodoh ke? padahal tangga biase je... murid takde nak vandalism tangga tu...
as if tangga tu lagi mahal dari tangga lain, diperbuat daripada emas... =.='

and sorry chaa i called u bitch at facebook... it wasnt serious hope u dont mind... panggil ko dengan 'bitch' tanpa reason buat aku rase tak kena je... and i dont want u to dislike me or have poor impression on me =]


mimpi bodoh aku pasal Nizar

alright Nizar... lu famous bangat sampai masok blog wa...
wa terang2 tulis name lu ha... lu pun tak kisah kan...
wa tulis lu baik2 je... =x

alright.... last night i dreamt about this weird idk just weird...
3 March 2010, 2am... baru nak tido... ambil air wuduk 1st, then terjun katil...
time tido, okay mimpi baik je...

mula2 camni, aku hangout dengan Nizar kat apartment... idk apartment sape tah...
aku tengok tv sambil baring kat sofa die... sofa die L-shape yang rendah, warne putih, ermmm comfy~ :D
then die jalan ke arah aku, bawak makanan... idk, potato chips kot...
then die g kat belakang sofa tu, tibe2 kepala die muncul depan aku...
then die sedut aku... idk whats happening that time, but cam WTF tibe2 je Nizar ni..
ape die buat, mulut die terbukak, pastu ade udara sedut dari mulut die...macam vakum...
then badan aku terketar2 cam kene electric shock( tapi tak rase la shock tu, just shaking), and aku takleh gerakkan anggota badan aku... scary gile, Nizar nampak cam malaikat maut, nak tarik nyawa aku... sekitar mata die gelap, muke kuyu je... aku start rase takot...
jengjengjeng~ lepas tu aku sedar, aku bukak mata, badan aku still ketar2 and numb... after 30sec ketar, aku tengok sekeliling, takda pape pun... that scares me...

then tidor balik... kali ni mimpi terbang lak... then suddenly benda tu happen again...
badan aku shaking and numb... then aku sedar dari mimpi terbang tu, tapi takleh bukak mata lagi, still shaking... cube punya cube, last2 dapat gak bukak mata... still shaking and numb, after few moments and attempts, berhenti shake da...

seriously cuak... bad dream... bodoh gak rase... sebab Nizar tu =.="
and everytime lepas stop shaking tu. rase cam lega dapat nafas... macam da lame tak nafas...
then aku bangun, tengok sekeliling, avoid pandang cermin... tengok jam... aaaa try tidor...

owh did i mention? aaaa....time shaking tu, badan cam terangkat, kene tarik... dada kene tarik keatas... +.+
haih, maybe ni sleeping symptom kot... memang camni.. entah la...
aku rase nak record la time aku tidor... macam paranormal activity o,0
anyone can tell me whats happening with my body?

having financial problem

as the title said. im having financial problem.
duit yang aku target tak mencapai expectation aku dan sungguh tidak memuaskan.
aku memang enjoy kumpul duit ni... sesaje.. bukannye nak beli pape pun..
just simpan duit, suke tengok banyak2 rm50 note dalam poket $.$
ok now...hmm.. :(
duit poket january rm400...
february jadi rm350...
masok march jadi rm250 +.+
wtf... aku spend sakan sial... ikot nafsu tak sedar diri...
february banyak keluar ngan kawan kot =x
mid, pavi, garden, tempat mahal2 camtu.. +.+

aku ade prinsip akaun sendiri... duit takleh kurang dari rm300...
no matter what, kena ade gak, balance rm300...
in case of emergency or anything blablabla nak beli barang sendiri ke...
kalau penting je gune rm300 tu...
tapi right now ade rm250 je ( tak termasuk note lain, wa gune note rm50 je)

semalam and hari ni, lepak Yus makan2 lunch...
damn lepak Yus gile mahal la... kikis harta aku doh...
maggi goreng da rm4. milo air rm2( x silap aku la)
semalam bantai 2 maggi goreng, 1 milo ais, air kosong...
rm10.30... tu baru lepak yus smalam, campur rehat kat sekolah, rm2...
rm12.30 woot over budget doh... everyday dapat rm10...
hari ni lak spent rm5.80(lepak yus) + rm2 ( rehat sekolah)...
aaaa hari demi hari, kering la wa...
kalau tak lepak2 ni, rm7 save... cepat kaya +.+
aaaaaa
bulan 2~now, spent tak ikot haluan la...
hahaha

duit duit~wa kumpul duit ni supaya senang. masuk U nanti nak beli Honda Civic, tak pun City...
wa fancy sangat tengok kete tu... nampak simple and sesuai je untuk usia wa time tu... cee =x