July 30, 2010

i am excited?

i ammmm haaallf excited... idk... im not high right now. but im excited. tomorrow im going to mtv worldstage, today i laughed a lot, and ponteng qiamulail organised by school...
lol aku tak bagitau pun parents pasal benda qiamulail tu. entah la, malas doh. tapi aku rasa guilty sebab tak pegi, aku takda reason untuk ponteng program tu. so yeah, memant patot guilty. everyone kat masjid right now, aku and some useless pals who share the same mind as me, dok online kat rumah huehuehue aaaa.
my dad's is sick and im worried :(
i asked my brother to buy him a 100plus so my dad can get well.
download satu album maroon 5, aaaa semua lagu die bes2 <3
kan bes kalau band tu datang malaysia, aku sure pegi punya and take pictures with them and have their autograph. 8D
damn adam and his gang are so so talented i just like their music =3
a bit frust at school just now cos someone spoiled my name to the teacher haha but i dnt mind, ill make my teacher proud and gain my reputation back...
watched harold and kumar:go to white castle this evening. it was... hilarious and a bit dirty. but who cares heh? its a joke and not too much. their original jokes are really working XD
woooooooooooooooooooo huh im going to worldstage tomorrow katy perry and wondergirls im coming wooooot! XD
hawttt hawwwwt <3

July 29, 2010

funny

things are funny nowadays, some girls really have lost their mind and became idiot and tak tahu malu. WELL SOME GIRLS, jangan sebok nak terasa and 'flame' me.
its funny u said im like BUDAK KECIK and called me pa-the-tic~ well whatever girl i dont mind and wont bother u. eh wait, u bother me. whaddup with u oooo.
i thought we're done. u said 'why bother befriending me, u messed things up and a total idiot'
i have a good memory, i still remember everything u wrote about me @ ur blog. i just couldnt forget it and its unforgivable for accusing me blablabla. i know that was ur opinion about ur close friend, but dont pick others name. u used other to show ur negative thoughts.
so what i did wassssss, i deleted her from my facebook. then few days ago i saw her name in my friend request. lol wtf? malas nak tulis name en... only close friends and geng aku je tau benda ni... im not a coward, its just that i dont want to humiliate u. malas nak 'heat up' situation. so about the friend request, i approved then. i posted something at her wall, saying like ermmm 'thanks, are we ok? friends?' erh smthing like that but nicer la =.=
guess what she wrote at my wall? smething like this, 'next time dont pick a fight with us kid!' ermm >.>

u see? u seee thaaaat? waaaataaafaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaak a moron bitch in my facebook!!! shameless, idiot and a total fucking bitch. bitches always do bitch and be bitch. oh what a bitch. cakap elok2 aku lak yang kena, dah la add aku, pastu cari pasal.
memang takda muka la minah ni. so what i do then, i comment, 'next time jangan putar belit cite ye mulut pantat'. then she reply, 'dah stop la weh babi je kau ni haha'
i shouldve take a screenshot of that post but too bad she has delete it. tak jumpe dah. so, aku tak reply dah. malas layan minah tak bermuka macam die tu. and aku tak delete die, i want to know what shes up to ~.~
FEW DAYS LATER, die add facebook account aku yg 2nd pulak~ oh bapak tak sedar diri en. berani die tunjuk muka and add private account aku =.=

look look :@)
girls today (some not all), taktau la. lost their mind, lost their honour, or, lost everything, tak reti beradab eh. tak sedar diri. whaa im just saying, its a fact ok and it happened to me. i write this because i want to tell everyone how stupid errr err.. aaaa nvm. i dont know how and why many trust her. they dont know the truth, the inside story. tapi nak beri komen lak =.=
macam orang pekak jadi juri akademi fantasia. i got prooves, curious sangat, just come to me and ill show everything, our conversation, fights, screenshot.

erm well done here, cant write much cos that would be LAAAAME. i just want to give the message, shes a moron and brainless, why trust her? ask me her name and ill tell ya ;]

July 25, 2010

wait, something is not right

something's not right and i dont know what it is. something's missing, thats one, theres more, this feeling. im worried.
my health, my study, my harta benda. recently aku kene amnesia ke? asek lupe. even benda yang baru terjadi and not even 1 minute past, aku dah lupe. i noticed this a week ago and this is not me. i used to have good memory and able to memorise almost everything i see...
now where did i put my addmath book? wheres phone cabel? wheres my mp4 cable? wheres my tabung duit's key? fuck it. cant remember. what did i eat huh that has affected my memory? even benda yang baru nak plan pun boleh lupa =.=
bday yaya yang die baru cakap pun aku boleh lupe after 40 minutes, and then tanya die, then die cakap aku ni kene amnesia ke. adoi malunya ~.~
benda yang cikgu ajar dalam class pun, after 2 days, dah lupe and kene rujuk ref.book wtf im not like this.
this morning, my urinal macam air teh damn pekat nak mampos i feel im fucked up by nature. this is new, am i reaching puberty? lol ok not funny =.=
i need some opinion from everyone, thats why i wrote this. so, whats going on meh?

saujana impian

semalam aku pegi karnival smk saujana impian and met the rocks!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! hahahahahah malu gila.

friday, went back with nizar and stay at his place for 1 night. friday evening hangout with aiman nazmi and nizar at nizar's room. that night we got nothing to do and nobody's at home except me and nizar, so we went to nearby restaurant and hangout with ayeez acap faiz and sape lagi tah new friends yang tak sempat ingat nama hahaha.
then the next day, went to smk saujana impian, they held a carnival celebrating their 10th anniversary of teaching students errrhh wtv. macam2 ade and very interesting, ingat nak masuk rumah hantu tapi ramai lak, so malas lah. plus, hantu2 dorang spray colouring ape tah, taknak ah, messy =.=
then omg nampak geng the rocks XD
ingat nak hide, but they found me aaa hahahaha i was so shy and speechless, its my first time meeting them and ah idk, just speechless XD
nunu farah azril doda aisya najwa jashveer. those guys la =x
we didnt talk much cos i was so shy and need to catch up with my friends, otherwise i'd be left by them. hahaha got Battle of the Bands =3
i really like the last group, aiman plays the guitar, band die main metal song pulaaak hahahah terbaik. too bad they didnt win, band yang ade 2 singer hyper tu lak menang haha.
one of the best activity was, gladiaaatoorrrrrr. ade stage besar yang lembut yang diisi dengan angin, and 2 stands. 2 persons fight with 1 giant stick with marshmellows at its both ends (xtau nak describe). played that twice and tengok orang main haha so funny. XD
especially nizar and ayeez, dorang fight macam ape je hahaha
then at 4 we got home, at nizar's place. relax for a while, at 5.40 my dad arrived at saujana, so goodbye saujana impian~ im going~ had so much fun there and its nice to meet everyone :D
smksi is a great school overall and i kinda like it a bit :D
bye2 have a nice day readers

July 19, 2010

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is it normal if a guy stalks his ex girlfriend? i still dnt get the answer eventhough it happens frequently.
hye ex, its been a quiet while since the last time we met. u've changed. u talk less than before. i noticed that. +.+
i have a feeling that u're hiding something from me. u said u've told me everything but i think thats not all. if only i could show u how much i miss u, that would be nice and i hope u have the same feeling :)
tonight im soooooo free (walaupun ade 3 homework tunggu), check my photo album and ternampak satu gambar ni, i looked at it for a loong looong long time. it reminds me how sweet we were. thank you stranger for taking a good picture of us =]

a photo can capture the way were but not the way we are.
a photo can say a thousand things but not a million things.
timing, lost minutes and moments, i might be lonely girl but im not afraid.
in seconds it all comes right back to me, no nothing's forgotten now.
everything's saved :)
im looking at our picture, cos thats all ive got.
maybe one day u and me will have one more shot :')

hope u read this, just want to do something different from always. no matter how far u are, damansara uk singapore australia, we can still be close ;]

July 18, 2010

kampung oh kampung~

aku tak datang hari koko sekolah, sebab balik kampung. =.=
pinang ftw! 5 hours of sitting and 'sightseeing', memandang kebun2 tepi jalan and rumah2 kayu and R&R.
siot doh sume macam nak kasi jeles, text and bgtau pasal hari koko happening gila babeng. of course aku jeles, tapi nak buat camne, but its ok, i dnt have to meet them =]
thats what i said to myself uuuuu. cure me cure me! im too weak to get over it =\

so sesampai dikampung, pegi kenduri lak. aaaaa kenduri kenduri lucky tak panas sangat cuaca, kalau tak leh naik angin dah.
petang tu relax je la kat rumah. uh pasir pasir everywhere, kaki sentiasa hitam. uh how often they clean their houses? hairs hairs everywhere why dnt they vacum the floor?
dust dust uh factories ure not supposed to be here. i inhaled my emergency inhaler 4 times, i cant live there. everything's not right ~.~
so tido sane 1 malam je, esoknya dah balik. esok which means today yeeee pembaca~
10.30 bertolak, 5 baru sampai rumah. amboi mencanak bape jam la travel tu =.=

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. ade lebih kurang setahun lah tak balik kampung pinang ni.
last year time raya mane balik, sebab dok rumah sorang2 prepare utk PMR.
i miss nenek actually, tapi taknak balik kampung. sebab entah, tak suke environment sane =(
i like the people there, its just that i cant suit myself there hmm harap dorang tak kecik hati la aku jarang balik +.+
had a great+boring moment there. thanks iman for accompanying me +.+
and tak lupe, trime kasih orang2 yg text hari kantin tu. =.=

July 12, 2010

memang berlipat camni

asal hari ni rasa cam slow sangat?
uuuuuuu mau mati camni. sume slowwww sloowwwww nak gila dah.
masa gerak slow hari ni. time bm rasa aaaaa lamanyaaa nak kemek bontot.
time chemistry, 'ape benda cikgu cakap sorang kat depan?' *and then borak ngan gopi*.
modern math, haih cikgu tinggi2kan suara die tegur budak pasal salah buat, aku pun kena and slow nya masaaaaaaaaa.
lamanya semua bendaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa.

hari ni aku makan 4 ayam. wtf kan? kene extreme diet ah camni =_________________="
tak sengaja kot makan 4 ayam. lunch makan ayam percik,
then bedol ali apip datang rumah buat homework and layan justin bieber XD
dorang order mcd, ali order ayam spicy so aku pun mintak2 la die satu ketul.
then petang tu trlupa lak mak beli kfc~ snack plate lak aihhhh...
takkan pandang je? ade blambak lak tu hah nak kasi anak kucing bawah meja nizar ke?
hahaha
2 ketul ayam lagi~
haa siot kene extreme diet, rasa gemok gile kot. kene diet gile2 and makan buah je lepas ni ~.~
ok tu je nak bagitau, taktau nak tulis ape so bye

July 9, 2010

oh hye bye

today i learnt a new lesson, i taught myself about making decisions and their bad and good consequences. sesetengah keputusan yang ko buat sure ade yang negative. kadang2, negative sikit, then dapat benefit banyak, benefit = positive.
tak kisah la benefit untuk semua orang ke, atau untuk diri sendiri. but i dont care, ive made my decision, it was hard, duh. this time it may hurts a bit but im sure it will move me, making us farther, further apart. satu benda yang negative about me, im too 'quiet'. jenis yang taknak bagitau orang pasal ape yang tak suka pastu bawa diri jauh2 without telling why. people may not understand why i do this and that blablabla, but wtv i just dont care anymore and aku jenis yang tak kisah. nak buat camne en, im not caring. only close friend je aku kisah and interest in. sometimes benda yang kau kisah la yang sakitkan hati, such as ex-es, past stories, and macam2 lagi. why would u take the pain? prihatin much sampai diri sendiri sakit.
please, this really, hurts me. =|
they talk so loud and i cant ignore it. they appear often i just cant close my eyes and forget everything. i cant move on in here.
i only share my problems with my dearest friends from outside, cite kat schoolmate nanti tak memasal sampai telinga lain lak, plus orang luar taktau, so lagi senang la.
im not dare enough to take the risk.

so, think ive gone to far writing bout how i feel right now. my main point is, ade kawan dekat2 ni sometimes menyusahkan. well not all la, im just saying ok, jangan terasa. many of my plans ruined. frust kalau kite tak dapat ape yang kite nak ni, plus, plan tak menjadi sebab tak dengar cakap. lagi baik buat solo. they dont share the 'same mind' with me. tadi, aku suruh diam and dont tell em, tapi si bodoh tu pegi bagitau and panggil budak tu lak. aku ingat nak biar je and buat bodo, plus taknak jumpe dia. tapi dorang gi panggil lak, babi sakit ati pantat look what uve done fucktards. nakal, tak dengar cakap. i wish i can punch u in the face and stomp kat badan sampai kau mati. menyusahkan je orang camni tak reti tolerate. what u did just now is not a joke and i mean it.

ok la enough with pissed off post aaaa i write so someone know a bit about me on what i dislike. i delete my friends and my used-to-be-closed friends and wont bother them anymore. dnt get me wrong ok. have a nice day, im relaxing this weekend =]

July 5, 2010

my all time fav band uuuuuu they're back! and happy birthday to mama nora

sorry sebab dah laaaaaaaama tak update. entah malas la layan benda lain sekarang and busy with blablabla school stuffs and many more.
so. hah yeah lots of new songs i discovered today and im very very hyper this few days i dont know why, maybe hormon condition baik punya~~ wtf

oh hah! im very very happy baru2 ni maroon 5 dah release video untuk lagu Misery dorang, uuuuu bes.
dah lama minat lagu ni and just tunggu je vid and maroon 5 is one of my all time fav band forevaaaaaahhh wtf.
but really, i like them, a lot.
this is the video enjoy!



i think this vid is much much cooler and mature than justin bieber lol(memang ah en).
justin bieber banyak dance, macam lagu Somebody To Love, but this one is moree grrr awek baik uuuuu ok bye have a nice day im sleepy here and still listening to my newly-discovered songs. have nice day readers!

and also, happy birthday to my former transporter, Mama Nora. last year tumpang dia balik everyday, form 1~form 2 tumpang rumah transit dia. mama ni baik sangat and sayang dia. shes 51 now, goodbye 50 and hello 51 wishing u a great day week year life and semoga panjang umur. :D