wont let

"wont let you sell that house... that house has great quality and lots of memories in it... kalau compare dengan rumah kajang ni, banyak beza and kajang very low quality. only your kitchen high quality and perfect, the other sides, bitchy... alip tak kisah neighbourhood and other infrastructure kat rumah tu, alip kisah rumah tu... if mak nak gantikan dengan rumah baru, make sure it is better than rumah tu... its not easy to get a good quality house, with big space, big yard sume tu...'

thats what i said to my mother when she said she want to replace the house after she retired. dia cakap nak replace rumah lama ngan baru lepas die pencen, at least a semi-d... yeah right damn ass la... semi-d is okay, but the quality? the space? i want a house that is same level or much better than the current, i dont want 'down-graded' one... its not easy nowadays to get a good house that has A-grade in every aspect... 'just good' pun dah susah nak dapat. with big damn price, tu pun kecik je rumah sekarang. i wonder if there is any house that has moderate price, big yard and lots of spaces nowadays? in selangor especially... and lastly, great design and architecture.

i had a short cold fight with mom just because of a small matter.. well, i didnt talk much and didnt argue with her. i just stay quiet coz i dont want things get worse. i know if i fight back, she will get hurt with what i said. aku mulut lepas. in my mind, banyak benda aku nak cakap, tapi xpe lah. its not worth to fight for, for now. she said, once she has retired, she will discuss about this.

we, me and my mother dont have the same mind, didnt think alike about this. die pikir pasal future of surroundings, while i think about dreams with that house. theres nothing i can do to stop them from selling that house. its theirs. well actually i do have ways to stop, but its idiot and not 'solid' enough... if they're really going to do it, i will make sure they got a much much better than before... its pretty sensitive about this, i really care for that house... but they dont understand me... enough bye